Tilted Forum Project Discussion Community  

Go Back   Tilted Forum Project Discussion Community > The Academy > Tilted Sexuality


 
 
LinkBack Thread Tools
Old 09-10-2006, 10:27 PM   #1 (permalink)
Psycho
 
When is too much too much

I've brought it up before that I was in a relationship with someone I adore, the only problem is she has substance problems and doesn't know how to get away from them. She moved away weeks ago. We haven't been dating for over 2 months and I know that she picked up a relationship before she moved, the relationship was based on that addiction. She is coming back soon and wanted to come back for the relationship I just spoke of. I'm sure that it will be turned down because I know the individual.

I understand that things for me will never work as long as her problems follow her. I said I adore her and that is an understatement. I love her dearly but can't watch her throw her life away, but at the same time I can't fix things. I don't even know if she loves me anymore but I keep holding on hoping it will fix itself someday. I will keep this woman in my life no matter the cost, my only problem is I don't know if I should try and persue her like I wish to, if I can get herself to clean up. I understand that I can't make her clean up and that's her own choice but I'm so lost in this entire situation. She's too important to me to walk away from but I'm getting close to cutting my loses and thinking that someday years down the line that her and I could work. I know that it is possible, I've seen it in her eyes, we could have been everything together.

I'm kind of ranting here but I'm wondering what people think is the best option. Try and approach as a friend (which I am now) and get back with her if she can fix herself. Try and get back with her and fix things. Or totally walk away.
__________________
Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
FallenAvatar is offline  
Old 09-10-2006, 11:43 PM   #2 (permalink)
Shade
 
Nisses's Avatar
 
Location: Belgium
Totally walk away for a few weeks/months and then come back and be a friend.

If you can't help her fix things for the moment, then all you're gonna do is get frustrated/irritated and it'll rub off on her.

So give her space, give her time, come back later, and *then* see if it's coming together a bit.
__________________
Moderation should be moderately moderated.
Nisses is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 12:32 AM   #3 (permalink)
Psycho
 
I understand what you mean, I just can't discribe how hard this is. The sad part is that I'm pretty sure she doesn't love me like she could have or like she did. The problem is I think of her constantly and think of our times together. I love her deep inside and I know it. I just wish there was some easy way to get rid of the pain, I want to stay her friend but I want to be with her more, and I'm not sure I'll get that option, and I don't want to press the subject but it's what I want. I know the potential is there but unfortunatly I don't know how to harness the power.
__________________
Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
FallenAvatar is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 03:00 AM   #4 (permalink)
jth
Insane
 
jth's Avatar
 
Location: HRM
I think you need to explain to her exactly how you feel and then let her know that if she wants to have any sort relationship with you in the future that she needs to get her sh!t together. You need to let her figure herself out I think, it works with any sort of substance abuse relationship... the abuser is generally extraordinarily selfish and will let it destroy whatever relationship they have until they realize that they have nothing left and then start making the changes to try and get some of it back after they decide they wish to clean up. Or they let the drug control every aspect of their life until they die or end up locked up.

Right now said person has no reason to stop abusing. Why would she, you seem obviously very attached to her, so she gets attention from you when she wants it, even if she doesn't want it and still gets to fix when she wants to. Heck, you're still holding onto a relationship after she's moved on 2 months prior.

To help her there are addiction centers all over the place, you can visit one and get a meeting with someone and as a professional for information on how to do an intervention with her, get her information about substance abuse with her drug of choice.
__________________
"A real leader faces the music, even if he doesn't like the tune." - unknown quote
jth is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 06:40 AM   #5 (permalink)
Pissing in the cornflakes
 
Ustwo's Avatar
 
Wake up, and don't be a sad sack.

Sure you love her for whatever reason, shes treated you like crap, left you, was doing some other guy, and still you are there like a puppy dog.

Forget her addiction, she is treating you like a piece of crap, and don't let the addiction be an excuse for it.

Why drag your life into the same gutter shes intent on dragging hers into? You deserve better.
__________________
Agents of the enemies who hold office in our own government, who attempt to eliminate our "freedoms" and our "right to know" are posting among us, I fear.....on this very forum. - host

Obama - Know a Man by the friends he keeps.
Ustwo is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 06:47 AM   #6 (permalink)
Lover - Protector - Teacher
 
Jinn's Avatar
 
Location: Seattle, WA
She's not the only one with an addiction.

I'd personally advise some professional counseling - this is a tough issue that none of us will be able to really help you with. My pesonal opinion is that you need to walk, not run, away and find someone worth your time. You're giving far more than you're recieving, and that's never healthy. Take a long break from her - go out and meet new people, develop new activites and find other things to entertain you. She's not healthy right now, and you fawning over her is not healthy for you.

Most importantly, though.. schedule one meeting with a professional - therapist or relationship counselor..
__________________
"I'm typing on a computer of science, which is being sent by science wires to a little science server where you can access it. I'm not typing on a computer of philosophy or religion or whatever other thing you think can be used to understand the universe because they're a poor substitute in the role of understanding the universe which exists independent from ourselves." - Willravel
Jinn is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 06:52 AM   #7 (permalink)
Pissing in the cornflakes
 
Ustwo's Avatar
 
Quote:
Originally Posted by JinnKai
Most importantly, though.. schedule one meeting with a professional - therapist or relationship counselor..
They don't even have a relationship now, and how is that going to get her off cocaine?

As soon as a problem seems serious people start to post you need a therapist, which I think is mostly a way of avoiding the issue. A therapist might be able to help some people save what was once a strong relationship, but they can't build one for you.
__________________
Agents of the enemies who hold office in our own government, who attempt to eliminate our "freedoms" and our "right to know" are posting among us, I fear.....on this very forum. - host

Obama - Know a Man by the friends he keeps.
Ustwo is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 07:06 AM   #8 (permalink)
hoarding all the big girl panties since 2005
 
Sage's Avatar
 
Location: North side
Ustwo, I think JinnKai was suggesting the OP find someone to talk to about the situation. A relationship counselor could help the OP (sans his lady) because they'd have more expierence with problems encountered in a relationship. I think the OP knows that he's on his own here.

Yes, go talk to someone. Distance yourself from this woman. Do it because you love her. If she ever loved you, she'll come back to that love and it will buoy her up in desperate times, but unfortunately that's something that SHE will have to realize. There's nothing you can do for her right now- this is the life she's chosen and the ball is in her court now.
__________________
Sage knows our mythic history, King Arthur's and Sir Caradoc's
She answers hard acrostics, has a pretty taste for paradox
She quotes in elegiacs all the crimes of Heliogabalus
In conics she can floor peculiarities parabolous
-C'hi
Sage is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 07:17 AM   #9 (permalink)
Pissing in the cornflakes
 
Ustwo's Avatar
 
Quote:
Originally Posted by Sage
Ustwo, I think JinnKai was suggesting the OP find someone to talk to about the situation. A relationship counselor could help the OP (sans his lady) because they'd have more expierence with problems encountered in a relationship. I think the OP knows that he's on his own here.
Only there isn't a relationship here anymore. Take the drug issue out and everyone would be telling him its over, but the drug issue I think clouds peoples thinking. If Fallen wants to help her get off drugs again, thats a great thing, but I'm warning him that as a relationship, forget about it.

Quote:
Yes, go talk to someone. Distance yourself from this woman. Do it because you love her. If she ever loved you, she'll come back to that love and it will buoy her up in desperate times, but unfortunately that's something that SHE will have to realize. There's nothing you can do for her right now- this is the life she's chosen and the ball is in her court now.
This whole concept worries me as one sided. Its saying to me, 'let her use him' and quite frankly people deserve better in a relationship then it being one sided. Whats going to happen when shes back on her feet? I'd be willing to bet shes off again. Being the nice guy thats always there for her, come thick or thin means she has no reason to be faithful or give anything in return, as he will be there for her....again.
__________________
Agents of the enemies who hold office in our own government, who attempt to eliminate our "freedoms" and our "right to know" are posting among us, I fear.....on this very forum. - host

Obama - Know a Man by the friends he keeps.
Ustwo is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 08:45 AM   #10 (permalink)
Zeroed In
 
hambone's Avatar
 
Location: CA
You love this girl, right? And that is not contingent on the reciprocation of that love back to you? Then my personal advice is to follow your heart. If you love this girl as you say and genuinely wish the best for her, do all in your power to help her. I do agree with all that say a relationship with her in the sense of you two being a couple does not have the odds in your favor, BUT I strongly disagree with the side that tells you to just write her off because she is not good for you.

You can still be there for someone and not be 'used'.
You can give of yourself and not be a considered her puppy dog.
You can extend every possible ounce of help and assistance to better this woman and not lose your own integrity or quality of life.

I will never ever agree that someone is a lost cause. Never. Can you 'change' everyone? Nah. But you can do your absolute best to be a bright point in their otherwise dark life, whether they are able to recongnize it at the time or not.

Not sure if this helps, but I wish you the best.
__________________
"Like liquid white from fallen glass,
Nothing to cry over"

Last edited by hambone; 09-11-2006 at 09:36 AM.. Reason: i mispelled a word, changing the meaning!
hambone is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 09:31 AM   #11 (permalink)
Psycho
 
I understand concerns of the population here and I thank you for the input. I realized I did get used and I was very careful after that point; that's not what draws me to her. There were many of times when I could tell things were there between us and where I could tell things could work out, but I don't think it was the right time in life. Regardless of the chances, I know a relationship may not be the best option and I know I may never get another chance, I still want to help her.

My biggest problem with this situation is I don't need to "look" for someone that can help her. I know a possible source, my only problem is if I take this option I lose everything. Any relationship, any friendship, everything. Her family owns a rehabilitation center; you can't however rehabilitate someone who isn't willing, they just end up coming out worse then they did in the first place.

I thank you on your concerns about a therapist, but I'm going to pass; I understand your goals and ideas for that suggestion but I haven't let it go that far. I'm not a wreck, I'm just a caring person. I hate watching people fall, especially ones that I really care for.


My relationship wasn't always one-sided but I will tell you as her problem started so did the problems with us. I'm nice person and sometimes I get used, I understand that full well. I however get to points where there are certain people in my life that I care for enough to try and protect at any cost, it is a list of a very few people but they are important. Even with all the troubles we've gone through she's still a smart, loving, decent person. I care but I won't let it drag me down, but I will try to help.

The one thing I know is this. If she comes back and wants to fix things I will be willing, if and only if she's clean; if she isn't then the situation will go no farther. So in essence she needs to take the first step, being that she's over 1,500 miles away. (I thank everyone for their help, please continue I'm interested in hearing more from each of you)
__________________
Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
FallenAvatar is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 12:39 PM   #12 (permalink)
jth
Insane
 
jth's Avatar
 
Location: HRM
Quote:
Her family owns a rehabilitation center
That my friends is Ironic.

Be her friend I guess. Don't get your hopes up about anything. She's a drug abuser, a different breed. It's hard to help someone when the only thing they want to help is their fix.
She needs an intervention. It's for her health. You'll lose more if she OD's or wrecks a car or gets thrown in jail
__________________
"A real leader faces the music, even if he doesn't like the tune." - unknown quote
jth is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 12:48 PM   #13 (permalink)
Psycho
 
It is ironic somewhat but it's still understandable how such things are possible.

Oh I know she needs an intervention. Honestly I believe she may have gotten one today, due to a health problem. I'm not sure yet, as I haven't heard from her but I'm pretty sure it's going to change somethings in life. The problem is she's going to have to realize something with this problem. This one is a real fight, if she gives up on it she's dead. I'm not happy about it of course but in one aspect it might help her atleast somebit. Life is a bitch.
__________________
Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
FallenAvatar is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 04:18 PM   #14 (permalink)
Crazy
 
Kaliena's Avatar
 
Location: Pennsylvania, USA
Question: Do you love her as she is now (even messed up) or do you love what she was (assuming she wasn't addicted at the point you two were together).

If you're willing to get over the idea that she may never be the same person she was before (and she won't, the addiction will be there forever, memories, body needs, whatever) then I would say try to maintain a friendship at least. Clearly you're aware about the issues that could come along with that and as long as you're smart about it, go for it.

As for a relationship; a possible future relationship will be shot if you try to have one now. It's hard to get past the memories, arguments, etc of the bad drug days.

I recommend friendship. Best wishes to you both..
__________________
~Beware the waffle~
Kaliena is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 06:44 PM   #15 (permalink)
Psycho
 
I always said I'd be a friend; I won't take that back. When I met her she was clean but I knew she'd been into things before. I'm a firm believer in the fact that people can change and I don't regret anything in life. People make mistakes, that's part of being human. She got back into it. I love her now even with her problems, but I was much more into her when she didn't have them. I will keep the friendship and somewhere down the line if it's right I'll try again.
__________________
Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
FallenAvatar is offline  
Old 09-11-2006, 09:46 PM   #16 (permalink)
Junkie
 
I think you would get a lot of help from a support group called Alanon. It is a group of friends, spouses, children, siblings, etc of alcoholics. A lot of areas have similar groups that focus on druggies instead of drunks. Her family's rehab center could put you in touch with a group, if you can't find one yourself. I used to go when I was married to my drunk husband. It's also free.
Lindy
Lindy is offline  
Old 09-12-2006, 02:26 PM   #17 (permalink)
Psycho
 
Maybe I could, but I'm still unsure about telling her family. That's the only way I could get in contact with their rehab center. It's not in my area. Questions.. questions questions.
__________________
Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
FallenAvatar is offline  
 


Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are On
Pingbacks are On
Refbacks are On



All times are GMT -8. The time now is 10:48 AM.

Tilted Forum Project

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.7
Copyright ©2000 - 2024, vBulletin Solutions, Inc.
Search Engine Optimization by vBSEO 3.6.0 PL2
© 2002-2012 Tilted Forum Project

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 201 202 203 204 205 206 207 208 209 210 211 212 213 214 215 216 217 218 219 220 221 222 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 234 235 236 237 238 239 240 241 242 243 244 245 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 254 255 256 257 258 259 260 261 262 263 264 265 266 267 268 269 270 271 272 273 274 275 276 277 278 279 280 281 282 283 284 285 286 287 288 289 290 291 292 293 294 295 296 297 298 299 300 301 302 303 304 305 306 307 308 309 310 311 312 313 314 315 316 317 318 319 320 321 322 323 324 325 326 327 328 329 330 331 332 333 334 335 336 337 338 339 340 341 342 343 344 345 346 347 348 349 350 351 352 353 354 355 356 357 358 359 360