I understand what you mean, I just can't discribe how hard this is. The sad part is that I'm pretty sure she doesn't love me like she could have or like she did. The problem is I think of her constantly and think of our times together. I love her deep inside and I know it. I just wish there was some easy way to get rid of the pain, I want to stay her friend but I want to be with her more, and I'm not sure I'll get that option, and I don't want to press the subject but it's what I want. I know the potential is there but unfortunatly I don't know how to harness the power.
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Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
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