09-03-2005, 08:19 AM | #401 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Cracked
To the core The flaw that you see Is what makes the me me You saw inside the crystal ball The leaves turn red before they fall The fire burns without a pyre The room bequeath's a sense of higher My twisted spine will mask your smile I'll walk with you another mile Until you see the light that shines The memories will be of times We see inside what we want It seems to be our only haunt A flaw to you, but not to me Open your eyes, and you will see
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
09-15-2005, 03:27 PM | #402 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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If I stayed the same,
would I ever change? If my days passed me by, would I still be here? If I left this world lonely, would anyone know? If I gave all I had, would I have anything left? If I loved you like there was no tommorow, would tommorow ever come? If you gave me your hand, would you hold on to my heart? If true love exsists, does love leave you blue? Where do we go, when we feel all is lost? When we feel lost, where do we turn? If you were me, would you do what I would?
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
09-22-2005, 05:44 AM | #403 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A place I've found while in a dream
awakened from my slumber Will I embrace it as I know, I usally choose to cumber? Can I deny the place I am, I know I've been before The quest they call my short short life has led me to this door Can I find what it really takes, to step through this threshold Or will I turn and walk away, leaving me so cold I've found what I've been looking for, It's laid before my feet I pray to God to help me now, So I can be complete
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
09-24-2005, 10:59 AM | #404 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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I walk through darkness to find you there,
A ray of sunshine with flowing hair A kiss to wake your troubled soul Two halves together as a whole A spark to light the early dawn A flame that somehow had been gone The light resounding through the earth a warmness as you feel the mirth Somehow something holds you back, what is it that you really lack? The questions plague your weary mind You pray that somehow you will find Look ahead, and look around Is what you lost,worth what you've found? The answer that you know is true No matter what will make you blue It's time to ask yourself just why you want to have another try In the end as you go on You know the words to a sad song To sing forever if you chose or smile and chase away your ruse You hold within your hands your fate take the time to choose the gate Close the latch and turn away Smile, laugh, love and play
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09-28-2005, 05:28 AM | #405 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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The thunder roars and then the hail
beats upon my head The sun peeks through a cloud of gray, remembering words you said Today is gone and so tommorow brings another day will I be here for the sunrise will he let me stay The days are passing as my life gets closer to the end I don't know how I will go on, if I don't have my friend The path I walk has led me to this threshold where I stand The next step that I take will lead me a new uncharted land Will you walk with me together, hand in hand as one or will you walk toward another leaving me undone The question's that we ask are so as if we know the answer as if the fire burns not bright to put out all the cancer
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
09-28-2005, 05:28 AM | #406 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A word or two can last a day,
ringing in your ear Do I hear what you are saying when all I hear is fear? Can we dance the night away, or sing until the dawn Will intentions make it right, when it feels so wrong? Will the day of words go past, without a resoulution or will we find more to say, seeking retribution Can a word change how you feel or will you feel the same Knowing is there really any one that seeks the blame
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
09-29-2005, 10:11 PM | #407 (permalink) | |
Fade out
Location: in love
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Quote:
Sweetpea
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10-06-2005, 02:59 PM | #409 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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If you asked me long ago,
where I'd want to be I'd tell you of places that, I could only see If you asked me where I am, Today as Though I'm now I'd tell you how I got, to here I know not how If you asked me where I want to travel from now on, I'd tell you it matters not, if I hold your hand
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
10-07-2005, 10:10 PM | #410 (permalink) | |
Fade out
Location: in love
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Quote:
Sweetpea
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10-12-2005, 04:51 AM | #411 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Thanks
If I close the window tight, I'll stop my allergies, If I close the door and blinds, I won't have to sneeze Sneezing, dripping runny nose, eyes all wet and red, Suumers light creeps through the cracks, I can't feel my head If I pull the shutters down, I won't feel the sun, If I seal it nice and tight, I won't have to run If I close this shop up tight, and not let light shine in, I won't have to feel a thing, I will get quite thin As I slam the door tonight, so I won't have to see I can hide in my darkness, as you hold the key If I hide from allergies, my eyes may somehow shut, I can block out everything, in my little hut If I stick my sorry head, under a big rock, I can wait until the day, your key turns my lock
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
10-12-2005, 06:19 AM | #412 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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I've had a sip of what I like,
I'd like to take a drink as I walk this crooked path, I'll take time to think This road I walk is steep today, With wretched cobble stones, As I navigate this hill, I think of the ones The roads I took were sometimes smooth, as others were quite tough, The ones that helped me most in life, are ones that were quite rough I put my foot out as I take, another step to you I know that in my longing heart, we will not be through I step again and realize, that this cannot be wrong, the long and twisted winding roads, are those that make us strong This journey that's led me to this place, where I can see the sun I know that in our troubled hearts, together we will run Our paths led to the same old place, where we both know wer'e from in my mind I know that it, is where we are home Hurry here I'll wait for you, cause I gave you the key Come home to me soon sweet girl, you have the key to free We'll step through to this new place, and I will take your hand, we'll walk the rest of this nice trail, to new uncharted lands The road ahead looks long to me, with smooth and windy roads, As two as one when times get tough, we'll carry both our loads I see a sun that shines throughout, the deepest darkest winter, I see a tall oak standing firm, that will never splinter This tree has grown from two small seeds, in heaven that were sown The years and roads are those of which, together we have grown The time and place for us is now, to take the next small step as I look into your eyes, I have no regret Our love is real and so it is, The one that is the truth, as we walk toward the light, the summer of our youth _________________
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
10-15-2005, 04:53 AM | #413 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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The greatest poem twas ever written,
was one that was so true It spoke of love and tenderness, a feeling that was new It said the things that I would say, if I could find the words, It portrayed the essence of a soul, who's memory had been stirred It went into a great detail, it left no words unspoken, It whispered of a spirit that, forever won't be broken It gave a smile to all who read, and as they read they knew, the poem was written for a girl, as beautiful as you The writing seemed to make some sense, to those that knew of love, The spirit written in those lines, made them think thereof It brought a smile to my sad face, it took away my blue, Because my love the greatest poem, was one I wrote for you
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
10-18-2005, 03:32 PM | #414 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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I'm scared to turn another page,
as though I've read this book although I know I'm filled with fear, I'd like to have a look Are all the endings still the same, from cover to the cover, or have my prayers been answered now, is this my one true lover Why must I believe that I, will end up just the same, as though the writer wants me to, play some vicious game I read a book before I came, to this enchanted earth, I met the person that I love, long before my birth I know that in my trembling heart, that this book will be different, I know that as the story goes, from heaven we were sent I'll turn the page and close my eyes, I'll wish upon a star, We'll read the words together as, I know we will go far Altough some books are tough to read, some left me feeling rending, I won't quit reading now because, our book is neverending
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
10-19-2005, 01:49 PM | #415 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A million words swirl through my head,
somehow I make them rhyme, The words seem insignifigant, until the time your mine I don't know what to say or do, as I seem lost in space, All I want to is to see, and touch your pretty face I'm at a place where I belong, This I know to be, as far as far will take me to, somehow I will see I don't know if I'm doing right, without you seems so wrong, Another day without your smile, is oh so very long I'll wait as I have promised to, I'll love you till the end, For in your soul as in my life, my love to you I'll send My love these words don't mean a lot, when we are not together, Come with me and let us find, the meaning of forever
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
11-22-2005, 04:26 PM | #416 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A bit gregarious for the taste,
although the spoons not full it's easier to stay inside , despite the times are dull To stretch the boundries That are layed out might be a greater risk than to wallow in the mud and swim among the bisque To taste the outer fringe of life, seems to be the key how a mind can open up, how it can be be free If you want to see the light excited as you say take a step from where your at, take some time to play The dim light shines a beacon as, it seems to say the same If you stay inside and hide, you'll have no one to blame
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
12-04-2005, 08:32 AM | #417 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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My fingers numb as I can feel
it pulsing through my heart It feels as though something is torn, almost ripped apart The strands remain as strong as though, their keeping me alive I have the choice to cut them now, although I know I've tried Should I hold on as time will be, The key to a repair or should I shut the door and run, I know what is in store A song came on again today, that brought me back to you, It told of times when we were glad, of how our love was new I know that true love will prevail, it's written through the times Hearts will break and hearts will mend, in spite of our sad minds I must let go and let you feel alone without my heart and when the road leads back to me, tis then that we will start
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
12-05-2005, 07:52 AM | #418 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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I see the crack that you speak of,
and you can see in me, The jagged lines of brokeness, as true as true can be, It's funny how the outline of, the seam of you that's broken, follows the same lines of my, fault that we have spoken When we stand together as, the two of us as one, Tis then the lines seem less defined, as though the fracture's done
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
12-21-2005, 07:53 AM | #419 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A hole can be part,
Of a whole that is gone A whole can be part of a hole that feels wrong Two wholes can make one, tis true I have seen I cannot belive, the whole that I've been An empty hole filled, over the top all of a sudden, the bottom did drop The whole hole continued, to be filled with space as I sat and thought, of such a nice place I sew fast the sticthes, and wrap it up tight, for someday I know, my hole will be right
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
12-23-2005, 06:45 AM | #420 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Memories inside me,
of a sweeter day when love was inside me, where it chose to play Will love be elusive, will it run and hide, will it choose another heart, to flourish and reside Scratching at the surface, of a crystal ball cloudy as it seems to be, the season has it's fall Many moons ago I asked, the meaning to be free the answer I was given, it's who you choose to be I chase the summer sun again, I relish in the garden, if I use it not it feels, that it seems to harden Will love someday be mine I ask, will scars let light shine through? will love live in my heart again, after I've known you? I fell upon a prickly thorn, it pierced throughout my chest The love lies bleeding in my hand, I hope it's not it's last I walk a softer slower pace, I'm guarded once again Although I see ahead of me, that this is not the end
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
12-27-2005, 09:52 AM | #421 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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The beauty of this winding road,
Is taking in the curves The sunshine and the flowers, settles down my nerves I'm smiling and I'm happy, I'm singing a nice song I'm listening to birds singing, whilst carrying my load I'm thankful for the gift of life, and for the things I see, I'm happy to just be alive, and the me I see I pray for others to find smiles, as I have found myself, The friends I have around me know, have filled my soul with wealth I want to say to all that hear, the words that from me spout thanks for listening to my rhymes, I love you all no doubt Here's a smile to all who read, the poems I share with you, Today is here and with the light, My spirit's feeling new
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
01-09-2006, 03:24 PM | #422 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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I stand at the base of the mountaintop camp, and gaze at the lake down below The mist rises up from the new falling snow, kissing the waters glass eye I wave to the sun as I sing my old song, I think of a memory and cry The trek to the top has me broken and torn, I look to the camp and say bye I climb to the crest, as the other side waits, will this be the time that I die I think for a moment, then think for a while, I think of a memory and smile I start on my walk, and know in my heart, today's not the day that I die
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01-09-2006, 03:35 PM | #423 (permalink) |
Upright
Location: in a lovely place
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I walked across the clouds
And fell into the silky white warmness of your arms You clung tightly to my naked form Finding me eager and willing to please. We danced together in the darkness Sharing its wild noises and shadowy secrets Playing wicked games to pass the time As the world moved quietly by. |
01-16-2006, 06:10 AM | #425 (permalink) |
Drifting
Administrator
Location: Windy City
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As always .. I find peace within your words somehow, JRVA ...
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Calling from deep in the heart, from where the eyes can't see and the ears can't hear, from where the mountain trails end and only love can go... ~~~ Three Rivers Hare Krishna |
02-04-2006, 06:48 AM | #427 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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The door is now shut,
although never sealed, The words stacking up as I play another rooms warm, That I see today, this creaky old house will not die I go room to room, sometimes I will stay, the treasures are hidden inside I search for a clue, to what lays in store, as I find my words once again, I see that it's me, thats looking inside, the place that I love in my mind I lay down the words, I tickle the keys, I try to squeeze out a small giggle I hold fast the knob, and as the key turns, I see the old door start to wiggle I see as I say, you see what I say? You say I see clearly your drowning The sea that you see, I see inside you, lets sail and see what we can see This house on the beach, Is creaky and old, the beauty will never be matched, We'll sail and return, and when we are home, We'll visit our room once again
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
02-19-2006, 10:18 PM | #428 (permalink) |
Tilted
Location: Dingden, DE / Centennial, CO
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It's been a long-ass time since I've read your stuff, and it's still ace.
Keep 'em coming!
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Waiting... to be born again Wanting... the saddest kind of pain Waiting for the day when I will crawl away |
03-02-2006, 06:19 PM | #430 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A splinter, of a sliver, of anguish lies in you
A shroud, made of metal, could never be as true A glimmer, of a whisper, of hope that was so new, seems vanquished, without trace, leaving me so blue A story, without ending, that started long ago, is blinding, without finding, the place that is aglow A songstress, like a blackbird, that let out a soft crow, Reminding, me of hiding, in that which you bestow A journey, to the center, of perplexing tales we told, has finished, as it's spinning, as in my hand I hold Your footsteps, leave impressions, of days that were so cold, The table, in the garden, the seasons chose to fold Forgetting, as we're sailing, on a sea thats full of tears, powered, by a motor, who's fuel is made of fears A stranger, is observant, as he asks me for my sphere's Wondering how long is it, that takes away the years
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
03-26-2006, 07:46 AM | #431 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Excrucitating pain I cannot feel
Although I feel I feel A numbness feels at times to be, part of my whole deal If I choose to not feel real, like dancing 'round the shadows The sun will come and as I run I'll live within my showers The rain is nice in summertime, the clouds will wet my eyes drinking in the wet dewdrops, my how time sure flies I feel as though my tickers broke, a pain runs through my chest, giving up and giving in, I sure could use the rest I'm singing in my showertime, my eyes sure feel as dry As the blazing desert heat I crack an egg and fry If losing is a way to win, a portal I've crossed over I'll grab my tail I'll look around, then I'll run for cover A feeling lost that still remains, I'll try to feel the pain cause they say if I don't feel then I'll never gain
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
04-13-2006, 06:58 AM | #432 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A soft whisper I've heard before,from across the room
Seeing you in this dull light is like a day in June You sing a song of innocence, from forth the mouths of babes, The tales you tell me as you smile, leaves me feeling jades I'm happy as a summers lamb, before I'm led to slaughter The real music is flowing from, all the childrens laughter We dance about as they cut in, and steal the suns sweet shine the silver linings tatter torn, the dress you wore was fine A shout comes forth, we turn our heads, we quickly look away, In time we hope that it will pass, we hold our heads and pray A light comes on, as we close, our squinting burning eyes, The absence of a pulse is right, as darkened winter skies The wheels still turn although the hill, has led us to this crest, The road has widened as we seek, to finish one more test I take your heart and hold it to, the bright light that I see, I aim to finish what I start, whatever it may be I look into your eyes and see, a portal to your soul, the long and winding road my friend, still wants you to be whole
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
04-18-2006, 03:48 PM | #433 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Shimmering memories as an oasis afar
that last patch of asphalt has left me a scar The burn that I feel reminds me it's real a line has no ends when it's middle's revealed The desert is crying your name in the wind on clouds made of horses my love I will send I whisper the thing that has joined with my nights In hopes that you'll hear me and turn on the lights As waterfalls glisten, my eyes speak of you as always, forever, it happens so few
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
05-05-2006, 10:48 AM | #434 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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It pales in comparison,
the parchment holding you The lines seem unsuspecting as, they trace your eyes of blue The flowing robe of crimson, lays draped around your thighs as breezy as a hurricane, your voice leaves no surprise A brainwashing, or maybe that, that leaves a darker stain, The angel that arrives one day, may bring you only pain We look toward the future as, our glasses hold the past we run away from that we know, might be the things that last We learn a little as we walk, the pathways that we choose, sometimes the things weve learned one way, are those we strive to lose The parchment holds a split second, it's too bad it can't change, The beauty of the you remains, flowing through your veins We take a journey to the place, we find comfort and peace, My appetite for life and love, continues to increase
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
05-07-2006, 01:14 AM | #435 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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An astral plane has led me to,
this new unopend door a door a floor a core some more, my heart has learned to soar within the grasp of time I find, to pace within my mind releasing thoughts to find their way I leave the past behind Today I learned tommorow is, where yesterday began the sphere of fear becomes the one, where I first learned to climb I wiggle as I walk today, my run is kinda funny My day is like a smiley face, full of warm and sunny
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
05-07-2006, 01:15 AM | #436 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Veiled whispers escape as though,
released without a sound, they float amongst the threads we weave, our energy abounds Surmounting possibilities requires feeling dreams, credulity is real if it is really what it seems I send to you a kiss on wings, you'll feel if you believe A spiders web will glisten as, the sweeter scent draws near Connected to the ones we know, we need to have no fear A shot of dark enlightened by, the spark within your eyes our souls remain another day, to learn that joy is found Releasing insecurities, unlearning what weve found The you I see reminds me that, my heart will have no bounds
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
06-03-2006, 09:39 PM | #437 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Spoken like a true speaker,
you spoke as though you knew Your eyes were like a firefly, that hadn't had a clue You went as far as quoting, Some words you might have read, you took as yours a line from one, that long ago was dead I listened with the true intent, of feeling of your pain, I left with thoughts swirling around, that you were quite insane I heard your voice again today, I tried to say a bit When I slid in a word or two, you almost threw a fit I realized talking to you know, is basically one sided, you talk and talk of how it is, your wronged and never righted A mirrors tale might be the book, its time for you to read, Iv'e tried to help you with your hurt, But it's not I you need I hope that as the days go by, this road that you are on, turns into a safe place for you, and that your demons gone Remember me, and that I am, here if you face your fear, All I ask for in return, is that you'll lend an ear
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07-26-2006, 05:06 AM | #438 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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Shall I take to to the threshold of ecsasty,
While holding your hand Shall I promise the world, with dreams in the plan Shall I give you the hope, that makes you feel real, While exuding love, you heart for to steal? Shall I hold in my hand, All that you crave as you draw in closer, as though you are saved? Shall I do all these things, and as you get near, give you the thing, that you really fear? Pull it all back, without a trace, as I watch you, fall flat on your face? Is this waht you want, is this what you need? Is this what your yearning, is this where you feed? If I hold out my hand, then pull it away, will you love me then, to me you might say, come back to me, for now I do see, the man that I want, the one thats for me
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
07-27-2006, 01:33 PM | #439 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A prayer answered or maybe chance,
the choice bequeath's your view The sullen dance you used to sing, was eaten with your stew The scintillating words you throw, have left me feeling jaded I look at you as though your eyes, from blue to green have faded Your lips are succulent as though, the red sea has been parted, I say a prayer and as it goes, my chance I feel has started
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
08-09-2006, 01:30 PM | #440 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Utah
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A swirling vortex twixt you lies,
your eyes can soothe the storm the web of lies beneath you lies, your words a bridge you form A swim across an icey lake, feels warm compared to who who walks along the waters edge, believing it is true We stalk a claim to which we lie, our beds are made of straw, and if the candle has no flame, come morning we will crawl A laying on of hands will feel the fire from inside The rules we set as for oursleves, are which we will abide
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And as she plays, her sweet song of laughter floats through the air and warms my heart |
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