nineotwofour

im new to these forums, and i guess you coudl call me young, im only 18. The girl i am talking about is 17, and i am a male. Before anyone says somthing about legality of anything, our relationship is legal in our state, i coudl date a 16 year old if i wanted to. Anyways this girl moved to our area about last january, i would throw parties and she came to one and i wasolike wow thats one of the hottest girls here. Anyways i never became close friends with her before this past summer. We were practically best friends, she would talk to me about her relationships with guys and i would talk to her about a few girls i had a thing with. We were very very very close, we would hangout everyday even if we had nothing to do, and shed still come back the next day even if the one proceding was boring as hell.

i would ussualy take her home, becuase she was ussualy drunk and i guess he felt safe with me, becuase a lot of my friends and ppl i knew tried to get with her, as of now im one of the very very few about 3 guys shes hooked up with, one of them she just made out with. anyways one night i was driving her home, she wasnt intoxicated by any means, i mean out of the two of us i had a few beers and she didnt drink, and she asked me to take her home about 30 mins early. and i was like alright, so on the way back to her house she was telling me about how once she had this sexual experience with another girl and how they gave each other oral, and how she doesnt think shes ever come from oral sex other than taht time witht aht girl. Shes ussually never like that. Then all of a sudden she looked at me, and then said pull over. i pulled over and shes like, have you ever seen my tits? i wasliek nope, she pulled down her shirt and showed me, then she goes, do you want to feel them? i mean shes one of the hottest girls ive ever known. So of course i did. Then she sliek um, im not sure if i want to do this, i wasliek do what? she slike well if we go farther it might get awkward, and well i told her i wouldnt make it so. So she pulled off her short jeans shorts and her thong and i walsiek hollly shittt. Shes leik im not going to give you head though, i waslike um okay i can get off ont his anyways. So i ate her out for a good 15 mins i hit her clit and g-spot, my tounge was so sore afterwards, but when she came she definatly came, after she came, i looked at her, i wasliek did you come? she wasliek fuck yes, then she looks at me and said those magic words that have stuck with me till this day 3 months later: "no guy has ever made me come that hard before" and she wasliek seriously breathing so hard and she was exasperated. Then iw alsiek your not going to make this awkward are you? and she said no. She also asked me if that was one of my fantasy's and i said yes with a smile. She kinda laughed a little and i took her home and then later that night i called her to see how she was doing she said good and stuff. The next day i called and we hung out again, but never hooked up after. She didnt want to talk about it or anything, but she asked me if i would buy her a vibrator becuase her mom foudn her old one. i find out this girl masturbates lol. I buy one for her. And after that i couldnt tella ny of my friends about hwat had happened, just somtimes we woudl hang out and shed look at me and give me a little like sign with her tounge and teeth. Like sexual things.

now its 3 months later im 630 miles away i havent hookedup with this girl in 3 months and i really miss her becuase i had always had a crush on her. i must sound liek a total fag or somthing, but seriously i woudl consider myself a nice guy that most peolpe think by first look im an asshole. i want to knwo why if i made her come like that she didnt want anything to dow ith me sexually? Is she playing with me? i obviously didnt rape her at all becuase she didnt drink that night. What do i do?

MrFriendly

Hey dude, welcome to TFP

Now, firstly, you think too much. But that's ok, so do I.

I think while you two are living so far apart, you should put the idea out of your head of anything happening, otherwise you're just going to end up torturing yourself, and that's really no fun. Life's to short to be miserable.

It's hard to comment without really knowing much about this girl. But, accept the fact that you're both quite young (and I'm really not trying to be condescending) and what either of you want can shift on a dime.

I don't think she was on purposely trying to play with your head. You guys shared an experience, and at the end of the day, your friendship and the way she sees you will greatly impact what further things could have happened. It doesn't mean she doesn't care or like you, or want to fuck your brains out. But honestly man, we wont have any answers for you. You have to communicate with her to find all that out :-)

So as far as what you do goes, communicate with her. If it's something that is bothering you, talk to her. You might not want to hear what she has to say but at least you'll know where you stand.

Oh, and having feelings and emotions doesn't make you a fag, it just makes you human.

All the best mate

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eribrav

Snarky answer: She wasn't happy with just a cunning linguist. She wanted a great speller too!

Real answer: She's a young horny impulsive teen. She had an itch that night and you scratched it for her. Time to move on.

Seaver

You got to eat out a hot girl and make her cum. Move on, and if there's one thing you can say is she'll probably be thinking of that night when she masterbates from now on.

P.S. Please type in proper English, I thought the first "slike" was a typo... by the end it made you seem like a 13 year old Valley Girl. You'll get much better and more thought out responses without them.

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Jenna

Do you still talk to her? Tell her that you have feelings for her and see what she says...

Esoteric

No harm in that, and if nothing else at least you ate a hot girl out and had a great time.

Plan9

I vote for the "hot girl" and "eating out" parts.

I don't vote for the "feelings" and "worries" stuff.

You're too young to be in love. Your cock is LYING!

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shesus

You're young, she's young...it's young fun! Welcome to your world as of now.

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nineotwofour

Thank you for all your responces. As of now we still talk, we call each other once in a while, and i go home in 2 weeks. She said she wanted to see me, but as of now our relationship is still just really close friends. I'm afraid to tell her i have feelings for her, I dont want to freak her out into never talking to me anymore, she is actually a good friend, she does seem to care about me. If i tell her, should i do it over the phone or wait till i see her in person?

Jenna

I'd say in person.

When you tell her that you have more feelings for her, just be calm and cool about. "I really cherish our friendship, and you're a great friend. But, I think that I really like you. I want to remain friends with you no matter what, even if you don't feel the same."

And, well, just don't be all weird.

I was best friends with another male, and he told me that he had feelings for me, and I wasn't into him that way. It got really weird for awhile because he started telling me how he wouldn't go to the Marines just for me, and how we could be "more." Then he wouldn't leave me alone, and I had to kind of block him out of my life for awhile. We're now good friends again, but I think he'll always like me. And he resents my current relationship.

Just don't be pushy.

nineotwofour

i wont be wierd. The thing about this girl though, is that i think she knows guys like her a lot. I mean all she has to do is look in the mirror and she her Double Ds and perfect body. Shes not stupid, i think she knows tons of guys want her. She probably knows i want her too.

Anyways we are supposed to talk tonight, im going to wait till i get back to tell her, becase i think if i do over the phone, she wont see me when i get back. Im sure its going to be a "I'm sorry, but i just dont see you like that" type thing. Should i still say it?

On another note, im pretty sure she was planning on hooking up with me that nght. One reason i say this is becuase she was really freshly shaved, no stuble or anything, plus the day before we did absolutly nothing and she was anxious to hangout with me the day it happened.

Plan9

Go to the search tab and type in Mekanik.

It'll make a lot more sense after that.

(grin)

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nineotwofour

haha thanks for that, is that a song?