nineotwofour

im new to these forums, and i guess you coudl call me young, im only 18. The girl i am talking about is 17, and i am a male. Before anyone says somthing about legality of anything, our relationship is legal in our state, i coudl date a 16 year old if i wanted to. Anyways this girl moved to our area about last january, i would throw parties and she came to one and i wasolike wow thats one of the hottest girls here. Anyways i never became close friends with her before this past summer. We were practically best friends, she would talk to me about her relationships with guys and i would talk to her about a few girls i had a thing with. We were very very very close, we would hangout everyday even if we had nothing to do, and shed still come back the next day even if the one proceding was boring as hell.

i would ussualy take her home, becuase she was ussualy drunk and i guess he felt safe with me, becuase a lot of my friends and ppl i knew tried to get with her, as of now im one of the very very few about 3 guys shes hooked up with, one of them she just made out with. anyways one night i was driving her home, she wasnt intoxicated by any means, i mean out of the two of us i had a few beers and she didnt drink, and she asked me to take her home about 30 mins early. and i was like alright, so on the way back to her house she was telling me about how once she had this sexual experience with another girl and how they gave each other oral, and how she doesnt think shes ever come from oral sex other than taht time witht aht girl. Shes ussually never like that. Then all of a sudden she looked at me, and then said pull over. i pulled over and shes like, have you ever seen my tits? i wasliek nope, she pulled down her shirt and showed me, then she goes, do you want to feel them? i mean shes one of the hottest girls ive ever known. So of course i did. Then she sliek um, im not sure if i want to do this, i wasliek do what? she slike well if we go farther it might get awkward, and well i told her i wouldnt make it so. So she pulled off her short jeans shorts and her thong and i walsiek hollly shittt. Shes leik im not going to give you head though, i waslike um okay i can get off ont his anyways. So i ate her out for a good 15 mins i hit her clit and g-spot, my tounge was so sore afterwards, but when she came she definatly came, after she came, i looked at her, i wasliek did you come? she wasliek fuck yes, then she looks at me and said those magic words that have stuck with me till this day 3 months later: "no guy has ever made me come that hard before" and she wasliek seriously breathing so hard and she was exasperated. Then iw alsiek your not going to make this awkward are you? and she said no. She also asked me if that was one of my fantasy's and i said yes with a smile. She kinda laughed a little and i took her home and then later that night i called her to see how she was doing she said good and stuff. The next day i called and we hung out again, but never hooked up after. She didnt want to talk about it or anything, but she asked me if i would buy her a vibrator becuase her mom foudn her old one. i find out this girl masturbates lol. I buy one for her. And after that i couldnt tella ny of my friends about hwat had happened, just somtimes we woudl hang out and shed look at me and give me a little like sign with her tounge and teeth. Like sexual things.

now its 3 months later im 630 miles away i havent hookedup with this girl in 3 months and i really miss her becuase i had always had a crush on her. i must sound liek a total fag or somthing, but seriously i woudl consider myself a nice guy that most peolpe think by first look im an asshole. i want to knwo why if i made her come like that she didnt want anything to dow ith me sexually? Is she playing with me? i obviously didnt rape her at all becuase she didnt drink that night. What do i do?