It's just sex

[Mephex]

No punctuation here, nor any of the grammatical niceites.
Your input is more then welcome.

i feel as if i am heading into a trap
i am just walking, and i see it right there
it's so clear, it's so obvious
the funny thing, is that this trap has gotten me before
i know i should stop, turn around and walk away
but it's pulling me in

we broke up. i left. i pay half the rent so she can live there.
she'd have me over, and we'd have the best sex ever.
no love, no emotions, just pure, dirty sex.
anal.

i realize now, that in each successful encounter, it was her idea.
her bidding.

but now, when i am wishing to continue our exploration...

she needs to breathe
she needs space

wow, does that sound familiar.

I'm not trying to be in a relationship, i just want to have fun.

with someone else i suppose.

as I really don't see how this could ever turn into anything good.

i want to go over there, i want to take pictures, i want to post them.

but now she claims that i ask to come over every day.

which is such a lie. but. it's par for the course. as, when we were together,
i would always be hounding her for sex. but this isn't true either. as it's all
her way of seeing things. and now, i feel as if i'm a terrible person.

a sex hound.

let her breathe.

the trap is there, it's lingering, if i take one more step, this will end too.

fuck.

[billwood]

Turn around and run ....Don' look back

[moonstrucksoul]

definately a tough one, i would guess that maybe you should take a break from her, if you don't, and you keep pressing her, then things could get ugly and she might never talk to you again. not to mention tell all her friends that you are just a sex fiend.

[Mr Jiggyfly]

Sounds like she has a control issue. She wants it, but only on her terms.

You say it probably can't turn into anything good... I think you're right. That is... if "good" means "more than just sex" (to either of you), and it seems like it does to you.

How would you feel as just her "booty-call" or "fuck-buddy"? If you're cool with it... back off and play it cool. Wait for her to invite you. If you feel you need more... then I agree with billwood's response... break it off asap, turn and run.

[Mephex]

Thanks for your replies.

It'll never grow into anything more, I wouldn't be able to handle it.

The problem here, is that we work together, so it makes things akward I guess.

I think I'll just walk away, that should be simple enough. It's the not answering when I'm called that's tough.

Hate it.

[taylorspl]

Change numbers.

[Zander]

I couldn't understand what you said...I'm not insulting you, I just read it like poetry and it made no sense =D

[agball]

I would take a breather for a while

[Seer666]

In the words of Iron Maiden, "Run to the hills, run for your life"

[StormBerlin]

I loved how that read like poetry.
I say just keep it goin for a while, when you are honestly sick of the situation, you will leave.

[Bleed Me Dry]

Any time you work with someone, the lines of conduct become all blurry...take a break and give yourself some time to think about it

[Litespeed]

Dang that's a tough one.

will a hug make life easier?

[Skettios]

You can only pursue what runs away from you.

So turn your back on her. If it doesn't driver her crazy, at least you'll be free.

Oh yeah. If you haven't already... quit paying her rent.

[VF19]

ah the complications of prostitution

[skier]

ummm right VF19....


anyway IMO distancing yourself from this girl would be a great way to gain different perspective on this, and be able to cope better with completely shutting her out of your life.

[guthmund]

Originally posted by VF19
ah the complications of prostitution

Right on. At least if it was prostitution he'd be getting action, but I guess that was the point of the remark.

She doesn't seem to have any "space issues" in taking rent from you, eh? She sounds like she wants control. So, give her control and keep your money.


Spend it on something nice for you....maybe new shoes.....new shoes are nice....yeah, that's just what I'd do.