Tigress

Forgive Me, My Friends

Why is it always the same
Why are all endings alike
Everything I touch, I hurt
Here's my turn at the mike

Here's my final appology
To everyone I've caused pain
I wish I could erase all I've done
and go back to the start again

I don't know how to take it back
But I really wish that I could
You have no idea what I'd give
To take back what I should

I'm glad to have known you
From you, I have learned a lot
It's just so hard to breathe
When a web has you caught

You'll always be in my heart
That is an unchanging fact
I am sorry that I hurt you
I ought to be smacked

I hope that one day
You'll be able to forgive me
For causing you so much pain
and you can reside in ecstasy

I've said all that I can say
Done all that I can do
Frienship's in the air
Now it's all up to you

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I'm alive,
It's today,
I woke up this morning,
Looks like another good day.

jay-g

I can relate. Everyone makes mistakes though, right?

CS733t

It sounds like you need to forgive yourself more than anything. Alot of people forget that.

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So tired now of paying my dues
I start out strong but then I always lose
It's half the distance before you leave me behind
It's such a waste of time

Tigress

yeah, unfortunately, not everyone will forgive you for your mistakes. They sometimes even say that they do, but they don't.

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I'm alive,
It's today,
I woke up this morning,
Looks like another good day.

pan6467

All you can do is forgive yourself, try not to make the same mistakes and appologize. It's up to the other person/people to forgive you if they can't it's their problem not yours.

You cannot live in the past trying to make up for mistakes because it just leads to problems. Move on and let go.

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I just love people who use the excuse "I use/do this because I LOVE the feeling/joy/happiness it brings me" and expect you to be ok with that as you watch them destroy their life blindly following. My response is, "I like to put forks in an eletrical socket, just LOVE that feeling, can't ever get enough of it, so will you let me put this copper fork in that electric socket?"

Tigress

I'm trying. It is hard when one of the people you hurt, you care about because you dated them, and the other is (was) your best friend and your cousin. Hmph. Well, I am trying. I think it will just take time.

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I'm alive,
It's today,
I woke up this morning,
Looks like another good day.

diddagirl

You're right. It will take time. Just try not to be so hard on yourself. We have all been there.

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"Is it so small a thing to have enjoyed the sun, to have lived long in the spring, to have loved, to have thought, to have done."
-Matthew Arnold

Tigress

Thanks guys. I needed some advice. I didn't know that I needed to hear all of that, but I guess I did, because I am starting to feel a little better.

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I'm alive,
It's today,
I woke up this morning,
Looks like another good day.