04-07-2005, 09:32 PM | #1 (permalink) | |
Americow, the Beautiful
Location: Washington, D.C.
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Sex, Drugs and Self-Esteem
I just saw this in SciAm (apparently from the January 2005 issue):
Exploding the Self-Esteem Myth Here's just a section (it's too long to paste the whole thing here): Quote:
Apparently, in the late 80s, California Governor Deukmejian set up a task for on self-esteem and personal and social responsibility. (I guess I was too young to remember this.) Anyway, it seems like most of it was a crock (regarding pregnancies and tobacco or alcohol use), but one of the studies is reported to show causation in the case of marijuana use. Personally, I think the jury is still out on that one in terms of using the study as evidence for more task forces and such. IMHO, if the 80s task force had spend more time encouraging social responsibility than high self-esteem, the studies might have turned out differently. What I want to know is how TFPers remember their self-esteem in childhood/adolescence and how it has changed since then. ....................... Supple Cow's two cents: My own experience in high school is a testament to the ineffectiveness of promoting the concept of self-esteem on its own. It was no different from any other random media message I received as a kid. Drink Pepsi and be popular. Wear Maybelline and look pretty. Have confidence and people will like you. High self-esteem = Success. I didn't drink, smoke, do drugs or have sex (for the most part) in high school and I had (what I would call today) high self-esteem. At the time, though, I felt pretty bad most of the time. Most of my peers started experimenting with all of that stuff right around then and I wasn't popular because I didn't do it with them. So if some scientist doing this study had come up to me and asked me if I had high self-esteem, I would have said "No." I sure couldn't tell the difference between feeling judged by others and judged by myself at that point in my life. The findings in the SciAm article are not surprising to me at all.
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04-07-2005, 09:46 PM | #2 (permalink) |
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Location: NY, NY
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I feel like I "went backwards". While most people would say that their self-esteem grew since the time of adolescence, I'd have to say that I felt a lot better about myself in high school. Fortunately, I was one of the better liked kids in school, so I never felt pressured into "doing something to look cool." I did things if I wanted to.
I experimented with drugs and underground parties and smoking, but I didn't experiment with sex and alcohol until later. But I think the bottom line is, self-esteem really is all about yourself... I mean, how come some kids are cool if they choose NOT to smoke, while some other kids in the same school or w/e are cool if the choose to smoke?? What I've learned or am trying to learn is that I need to not rely on others to make me feel good about myself... (I know, I sound like an afterschool special on PBS) |
04-07-2005, 10:15 PM | #3 (permalink) |
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I'm not surprised at the findings either.
I was a late bloomer as well. I was the good kid growing up. While the other kids were drinking, smoking and experimenting with drugs and sex, I was on the student council and studying. I didn't fit into any one particular group and everybody seemed to like me despite the fact I didn't join in, so, I guess I had it better than most. Back then, I had low self esteem, but I think it more me judging myself than others passing judgment. I tried so hard to get everyone to like me. For the most part I think they did, but I felt pretty bad nearly all the time. Today, I just don't really give a shit what the general public thinks of me. Somewhere along the way I just stopped trying so hard. I mean, I won't go out of my way to instigate or be indifferent for the sake of being indifferent, but I won't chase someone around desperately trying to get someone to like me, which is decidedly different than my high school days.
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04-08-2005, 06:40 AM | #4 (permalink) | |
Americow, the Beautiful
Location: Washington, D.C.
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04-08-2005, 07:01 AM | #5 (permalink) |
wouldn't mind being a ninja.
Location: Maine, the Other White State.
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After about 4th grade, when I realized all the cool kids were stupid, I stopped caring about being cool. I don't smoke or drink for various reasons, including the fact that I've had many relatives be both addicted to and die from both.
Since about the same time I stopped wanting to be cool, I haven't really had many self esteem issues. I experimented with sex about the same time most people did, not early or late. I might be totally off here, but I noticed more of a corellation between intelligence and not experimenting. The smart kids (for the most part) didn't do drugs, nor did they have sex. Some of them had low self esteem (my fellow mathletes), while others had higher self esteem (my actor friends), but most were just in the middle. The smart kids just didn't do it, and the dumb ones did. Simple. As to the article, I have a problem with the fact that it compared "high" self-esteem to "low" self-esteem. What about "normal" levels of self-esteem? Generally, having an image of yourself that's inflated is also regarded as unhealthy... it's one of the main factors in narcissism and manic depression. The article would have you believe that high self esteem is the norm to which low self esteem is compared, but I disagree. |
04-08-2005, 07:58 AM | #6 (permalink) |
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Location: My own little world (also Canada)
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My self-esteem was pretty crap during my pubescent years. Sometimes it was alright, but a combination of acne, braces, and growing so fast that I felt akward led to general self-esteem death. At least I had contacts intsead of glasses though.
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04-08-2005, 09:31 AM | #7 (permalink) |
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How do you define self esteem is an important factor. Is it self respect? dignity? pride? It's hard to define it with clarity. Some simply refer to it as a perception of oneself, which is differcult then to say what is high and what is low.
Have I felt bad? Felt low and little? As I child growing up I certainly did at time and other times felt joyess and happy. Although I have used pot and drunk excessively on a few occasions, I did so because I thought I could find pleasure in the occasion. Since then I have moved past that stage and now drink very little, I have no intention of getting drunk agian. I don't see the need for narcotics and pass on them when offered. Why did I experiment when I was younger? To simply experience it. I found that I don't particularly enjoy it and decided not to continue with it. It is hard to say how my self esteem is now, since I really don't know. I feel good, I feel like I can accomplish what I have choosen to do. I feel like I can overcome what challenges face me. I still get anxious, I still get angry unneccisarly, I make mistakes and things don't always work out. I just think self assesment in the quantitative form is an insecure method of meauring youself. Much better to put your back to a wall and use a tapemessure. |
04-08-2005, 09:41 AM | #8 (permalink) |
who ever said streaking was a bad thing?
Location: Calgary
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I've changed alot since High School, and I had very very low self-esteem and I have never used drugs in my life. It wasn't until I moved back to Canada that I actaully saw weed. Other than that... nothing really has changed I've come out of my shell more.
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