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barenakedladies · 04-11-2006, 01:24 PM

www.mydeathspace.com

kinda like myspacer however these are myspace profiles from everyone who has died and their profiles are still up.

i like to go to the exact date of the death in the comments section or the blog, its pretty creepy.

have fun searching the site, i know i cant turn away.

stevie667 · 04-11-2006, 02:00 PM

That is definatly sad.

Toaster126 · 04-11-2006, 02:09 PM

How depressing.

Zeraph · 04-11-2006, 02:45 PM

How do they really know they died for sure? Don't a lot of people give false names? I'm not familiar with myspace.

Carno · 04-11-2006, 02:47 PM

The one I looked at had an obitchuary.

robbdn · 04-11-2006, 02:55 PM

Holy crap... wow... this is so sad... like this one:
http://www.myspace.com/andymillakilla

The guy killed himself, there's a song he wrote playing on the page about saying goodbye, and all his friends post monthly to tell him how much they miss him. Is God listening on the other end of the internet, passing along all the messages?

...

I think I'm gonna cry now.

Charlatan · 04-11-2006, 03:09 PM

Wow. This is kind of cool actually. Very sad, but cool.

What's funny is reading the comments on people like this: http://www.myspace.com/jasminegrey

Her friends have also sorts of sad comments while bands continue to invite her to there events or send notes saying, "You are Sexy". Death isn't all that sexy.

CSflim · 04-11-2006, 03:18 PM

Well, it's hardly sadistic.... but it is a bit morbid alright.

biznatch · 04-11-2006, 03:47 PM

That is really sad. I'm glad someone made a page to remember them. I couldn't help but browse through several pages. there's something so odd about it..

NoSoup · 04-11-2006, 04:36 PM

Wow...

Poor Girl

Link

Her Last Blog Entry

Quote:

So, yeah...my life pretty much just sucks. I feel very much alone. I am going through a lot of hard times, just tring to get by. Nothing really seems to "set me free." I mean, I know what would, but that can't happen...when other people are involved, it hurts twenty times more. I feel horrible about myself, horrible about life, horrible about what is happening, and it just feels like I am breaking down majorly. Most of the time I feel like it is okay for everyone else to make mistakes, but if I do, all hell breaks loose. I feel like I listen to people, understand where they are coming from, but not many want to listen to me...not many want to understand what is going on. Like people just want to ignore me and forget about me. To be really honest, it tears me to pieces. Not only that, but it absolutely kills me when people rub stuff in my face that they know is going to hurt me. It isn't like stupid stuff either, but major deep down shit. Stuff that they know worries me, upsets me, hurts me...I have told them over and over...made it very apparent, but I guess that most people just stop caring after awhile...NOT me, though. I can't and do not know how. For that, it seems like I get trampled over and shitted on...is that really what happens to people that care, or is it just me? All I know is that a lot of stuff is going on with people, with people and me, and then a lot going on with just me...it's really hard, emotional, physical, and just everything one can imagine...

It's so sad that her last days of her life were spent in that frame of mind...

NoSoup · 04-11-2006, 04:41 PM

I just can't stop...

Link

Taken two days prior to her death, from pnemonia

Quote:

oh woe is me... poor poor Tori!! lol. So this morning I woke up, had back pains all night again - couldn't sleep. This has been happening a lot lately. So I wake up, couldn't breath - very hard to breath deep. Got read, then started having a coughing attack. I notice blood in my mucus and my chest gets harder to breath. I start crying, it hurtts and frankly I am scared - I have never felt like this. So I call the on call nurse, she ends up asking me if I have a history of cardic arrests - um no. Have I been using cocaine latley - yea no. She tells me I need to call 911, I say "no i will call my Dr when the office opens" she says "ok well just know you have been told to call 911". - um ok. (anyone who knows me knows I am hard headed - I hate the Dr, and frankly I would have passed had the next thing not happened).

So like 10 minutes later I feel woozy and lay down. All of a sudden the sharpest pain EVER happens in my chest, and now it's hard to breath - I start crying, I am scared. So I am now thinking (because the nurse mentioned cardiac arrest) I am having either angina or a fucking heart attack. Yea good times!! I am 30 years old and on the same path as my father. He died 10 years ago - i am lucky enough to not only look exactly like him, but have his temper, his eating habits and his outlook on life.... can we say 'FUCKED'??

So Rachel is my god send, takes me to the hospital where we sit for 8 hours in the ER. For one I went in for chest pain - so they treat me for that. I was so fucking hungry and moody and i nawful pain - I was not pleasent. But my wife is an angel and puts up with me, got me a cute lil lion to cheer me up and just spoiled me with love, back rubs, water runs, and laughter. So 8 hours later, I get told I have pneumonia. WTF!!!??? I have not even had a cold lately! But apperently you can just get it.....

So I will be home, resting... I am glad this isn;t AS serious as I thought, but it is putting a lot in perspective for me. I need to better my life. I am also thankful I have insurance. AND I am thankful this is happening now, because we go to Baltimore next Friday!!! UGH!! JUST in time for me to feel better...

blahblah454 · 04-11-2006, 05:30 PM

Wow, its pretty scary how peoples lives can just end like this. Like having a nice rope coiling out and then SNAP, no more.

ASU2003 · 04-11-2006, 08:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by biznatch

I couldn't help but browse through several pages. there's something so odd about it..

I can't figure out if it is a good thing or a bad thing. I know that the obituraries are in the paper, but this puts a lot more information about who they really were out there. There was that guy that 'kidnapped' a girl from Pennsylvania a few months ago that got killed by the cops in a different state after a shootout. I remember seeing his myspace page. I wonder if the guys that did the Colombine shootings would have had myspace pages, and what would they have posted on there.

Then I think, I have a myspace page. I wonder if someone would search for me. Would I want my page to remain up?

biznatch · 04-11-2006, 08:41 PM

I have a myspace too, and now I'm scared of being one of those people who end up on this site. I'm serious.

Sweetpea · 04-11-2006, 11:40 PM

Life is a precious gift. may this remind us of this.

sweetpea

basmoq · 04-12-2006, 03:39 AM

hmm, seems I need to make a myspace entry so that people can mourn me when I die. That's a novel idea, though I don't plan on going anywhere anytime soon, can't miss out on my son growing up

That Cleveland girl posted above is scary, I heard about her in the news (living in Cleveland) I didn't realize she was a nude model

barenakedladies · 04-12-2006, 05:37 AM

its like a running tribute to the people almost. like they live on the internet after they die in life. Totally weird.

maleficent · 04-12-2006, 06:21 AM

I honestly wonder if sites like this give people the wrong impression... that death isn't final... you're idiotic myspace account might live on... but you are still dead... and all the messages left by your little angsty friends won't be seen by you...

there's one person who died because he fell off a cliff - reading his myspace profile, i seriously wonder if he was pushed... (I know i shoudln't make jokes.. but i do...)

Ustwo · 04-12-2006, 06:59 AM

The murderers are interesting too.

Quote:

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU A MILLION TIMES
I HATE YOU....HOW COULD I EVER HAD TRUSTED YOU...IT SICKENS ME TO EVER THINK I LIKED YOU AS A FREIND AND THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL...I HOPE IF THEY EVER GET THE INTERNET IN PRISON YOU READ THIS...

DROP THE FUCKING SOAP BECAUSE I HOPE YOU GET RAPED IN THE ASSHOLE A MILLION TIMES YOU DIRTY LITTLE FUCKER....I HOPE YOU DIE IN JAIL....I HOPE SOMONE BEATS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU AND MAKES YOU BLEED TO DEATH....

SUFFER IN HELL... YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING BASTERD

I FUCKING HATE YOU

BYE GO DIE NOW...ALEX

That was from a 'friend' to the murderer.

Edit:and I know its sad but my eyes, dear god my eys. http://www.myspace.com/booslie
Edit Edit: Darwin award Cause of Death: Drowned while Kayaking / Hypothermia / Alcohol

Sultana · 04-12-2006, 07:02 AM

Death is just a part of life, and it rarely comes when expected. I think this is good for folks to realize that nothing in life is guaranteed, not even tomorrow. It's shocking, but really, shouldn't be scarey (unless you think you'll never die or something *shrug*).

I don't see it as anything more than an evolution of leaving flowers/food at a gravesite. Monuments of death are always for the survivors, not the deceased.

Glory's Sun · 04-12-2006, 07:14 AM

I saw this a while back. Some of the stories were interesting. I think the thing that stood out to me most was how many were killed from drunk driving or being hit by a drunk driver.

MexicanOnABike · 04-12-2006, 07:19 AM

wow. seems like a lot of them died from automobile accidents. if you own a myspace account, DO NOT DRIVE! . hehe. sorry.

but seriously, yes. it's fucked up. but i did read a ton of them .

ShaniFaye · 04-12-2006, 07:25 AM

Did anyone notice the deaf texas beauty queen that got hit by the train is on there?

biznatch · 04-12-2006, 03:06 PM

I was impressed by the ones shot in shootings.. whoever had the idea to make this site, I don't think he/she thought that much of it (I might be completely wrong)...but I think in some ways the site is much more than just a collection of obituaries online.. It has a chilling effect to see people profile pictures and read suicide, drunk driving, etc..

robbdn · 04-12-2006, 03:21 PM

It's chilling, until you stumble accross one like this:

http://www.myspace.com/aznsilkyboxers69

Where the family has spruced it up into a full-on tribute and memorial page, complete with cheesy music. I didn't understand the value of cheesy pop until I saw this one, before today I honestly thought it had no business in the world. Now I know I'm wrong, there is a place. Imagine a world where every death has a myspace page... imagine a future where every soul has a spot in the collective, unbiased memory of the internet... Like Maleficent said, it's not like they go on living through their myspace page, but it is something that they created, most of the time, and that creation, that one thing is available and easily accessible to the entire world. People won't just fade out of existence anymore, never to be remembered... like your own ancestors, who you do not know or remember. Imagine being able to go back and say, wow, that was great-great-great-grandpa Robb's page? What a dork! And instead of dusty or illegible diary entries and letters there are pictures, movies, music, comments from friends and colleagues (and enemies), and a style the irrefutably tells you something about the person in a way that only aesthetic communication can. I wonder if there's anybody out there archiving this stuff... if not, there should be. If nobody else remembers, the internet does. I know I would've gotten a kick out of seeing my great-grandpa's myspace page, if he had one.

barenakedladies · 04-12-2006, 04:39 PM

i love james blunt....

ah-hem....

04-11-2006, 01:24 PM	#1 (permalink)
barenakedladies Crazy Location: anytown, USA	Sick and Sadistic... but i cant stop looking.. www.mydeathspace.com kinda like myspacer however these are myspace profiles from everyone who has died and their profiles are still up. i like to go to the exact date of the death in the comments section or the blog, its pretty creepy. have fun searching the site, i know i cant turn away. __________________ signature smignature

04-11-2006, 02:00 PM	#2 (permalink)
stevie667 Too Awesome for Aardvarks Location: Angloland	That is definatly sad. __________________ Office hours have changed. Please call during office hours for more information.

04-11-2006, 02:09 PM	#3 (permalink)
Toaster126 Extreme moderation Location: Kansas City, yo.	How depressing. __________________ "The question isn't who is going to let me, it's who is going to stop me." (Ayn Rand) "The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers." (M. Scott Peck)

04-11-2006, 02:47 PM	#5 (permalink)
Carno Junkie	The one I looked at had an obitchuary. __________________ http://how-to-spell-ridiculous.com/

04-11-2006, 02:55 PM	#6 (permalink)
robbdn Crazy	Holy crap... wow... this is so sad... like this one: http://www.myspace.com/andymillakilla The guy killed himself, there's a song he wrote playing on the page about saying goodbye, and all his friends post monthly to tell him how much they miss him. Is God listening on the other end of the internet, passing along all the messages? ... I think I'm gonna cry now. __________________ I'm swimming in the digital residue of a media-drenched world. It's too cold.

04-11-2006, 02:45 PM	#4 (permalink)
Zeraph Banned Location: The Cosmos	How do they really know they died for sure? Don't a lot of people give false names? I'm not familiar with myspace.

04-11-2006, 03:09 PM	#7 (permalink)
Charlatan Getting it. Super Moderator Location: Lion City	Wow. This is kind of cool actually. Very sad, but cool. What's funny is reading the comments on people like this: http://www.myspace.com/jasminegrey Her friends have also sorts of sad comments while bands continue to invite her to there events or send notes saying, "You are Sexy". Death isn't all that sexy. __________________ "My hands are on fire. Hands are on fire. Ain't got no more time for all you charlatans and liars." - Old Man Luedecke

04-11-2006, 03:18 PM	#8 (permalink)
CSflim Sky Piercer Location: Ireland	Well, it's hardly sadistic.... but it is a bit morbid alright. __________________

04-11-2006, 03:47 PM	#9 (permalink)
biznatch Junkie Location: France	That is really sad. I'm glad someone made a page to remember them. I couldn't help but browse through several pages. there's something so odd about it..

04-11-2006, 05:30 PM	#12 (permalink)
blahblah454 Let's put a smile on that face Location: On the road...	Wow, its pretty scary how peoples lives can just end like this. Like having a nice rope coiling out and then SNAP, no more.

04-11-2006, 08:41 PM	#14 (permalink)
biznatch Junkie Location: France	I have a myspace too, and now I'm scared of being one of those people who end up on this site. I'm serious.

04-11-2006, 11:40 PM	#15 (permalink)
Sweetpea Fade out Location: in love	Life is a precious gift. may this remind us of this. sweetpea __________________ Having a Pet Will Change Your Life! Looking for a great pet?! Click Here! "I am the Type of Person Who Can Get Away With A lot, Simply Because I Don't Ask Permission for the Privilege of Being Myself"

04-12-2006, 03:39 AM	#16 (permalink)
basmoq It's a girly girl! Location: OH, USA	hmm, seems I need to make a myspace entry so that people can mourn me when I die. That's a novel idea, though I don't plan on going anywhere anytime soon, can't miss out on my son growing up That Cleveland girl posted above is scary, I heard about her in the news (living in Cleveland) I didn't realize she was a nude model __________________ "There's someone out there for everyone - even if you need a pickaxe, a compass, and night goggles to find them."

04-12-2006, 05:37 AM	#17 (permalink)
barenakedladies Crazy Location: anytown, USA	its like a running tribute to the people almost. like they live on the internet after they die in life. Totally weird. __________________ signature smignature

04-12-2006, 06:21 AM	#18 (permalink)
maleficent Junkie Moderator Emeritus Location: Chicago	I honestly wonder if sites like this give people the wrong impression... that death isn't final... you're idiotic myspace account might live on... but you are still dead... and all the messages left by your little angsty friends won't be seen by you... there's one person who died because he fell off a cliff - reading his myspace profile, i seriously wonder if he was pushed... (I know i shoudln't make jokes.. but i do...) __________________ Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.

04-12-2006, 07:02 AM	#20 (permalink)
Sultana Falling Angel Location: L.A. L.A. land	Death is just a part of life, and it rarely comes when expected. I think this is good for folks to realize that nothing in life is guaranteed, not even tomorrow. It's shocking, but really, shouldn't be scarey (unless you think you'll never die or something shrug). I don't see it as anything more than an evolution of leaving flowers/food at a gravesite. Monuments of death are always for the survivors, not the deceased. __________________ "Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath. At night, the ice weasels come." - Matt Groening My goal? To fulfill my potential.

04-12-2006, 07:14 AM	#21 (permalink)
Glory's Sun Registered User	I saw this a while back. Some of the stories were interesting. I think the thing that stood out to me most was how many were killed from drunk driving or being hit by a drunk driver.

04-12-2006, 07:19 AM	#22 (permalink)
MexicanOnABike Location: up north	wow. seems like a lot of them died from automobile accidents. if you own a myspace account, DO NOT DRIVE! . hehe. sorry. but seriously, yes. it's fucked up. but i did read a ton of them . __________________ - Movie Reviews - Ratings-

04-12-2006, 07:25 AM	#23 (permalink)
ShaniFaye Submit to me, you know you want to Location: Lilburn, Ga	Did anyone notice the deaf texas beauty queen that got hit by the train is on there? __________________ *I want the diabetic plan that comes with rollover carbs. I dont like the unused one expiring at midnite!!*

04-12-2006, 03:06 PM	#24 (permalink)
biznatch Junkie Location: France	I was impressed by the ones shot in shootings.. whoever had the idea to make this site, I don't think he/she thought that much of it (I might be completely wrong)...but I think in some ways the site is much more than just a collection of obituaries online.. It has a chilling effect to see people profile pictures and read suicide, drunk driving, etc..

04-12-2006, 03:21 PM	#25 (permalink)
robbdn Crazy	It's chilling, until you stumble accross one like this: http://www.myspace.com/aznsilkyboxers69 Where the family has spruced it up into a full-on tribute and memorial page, complete with cheesy music. I didn't understand the value of cheesy pop until I saw this one, before today I honestly thought it had no business in the world. Now I know I'm wrong, there is a place. Imagine a world where every death has a myspace page... imagine a future where every soul has a spot in the collective, unbiased memory of the internet... Like Maleficent said, it's not like they go on living through their myspace page, but it is something that they created, most of the time, and that creation, that one thing is available and easily accessible to the entire world. People won't just fade out of existence anymore, never to be remembered... like your own ancestors, who you do not know or remember. Imagine being able to go back and say, wow, that was great-great-great-grandpa Robb's page? What a dork! And instead of dusty or illegible diary entries and letters there are pictures, movies, music, comments from friends and colleagues (and enemies), and a style the irrefutably tells you something about the person in a way that only aesthetic communication can. I wonder if there's anybody out there archiving this stuff... if not, there should be. If nobody else remembers, the internet does. I know I would've gotten a kick out of seeing my great-grandpa's myspace page, if he had one. __________________ I'm swimming in the digital residue of a media-drenched world. It's too cold.

04-12-2006, 04:39 PM	#26 (permalink)
barenakedladies Crazy Location: anytown, USA	i love james blunt.... ah-hem.... __________________ signature smignature