Sometimes, after going through a first breakup, the suceeding ones don't neccessarily hurt any less, but they're not a shocker, either. Just because the tears aren't coming doesn't mean it's any less an emotional experience. As we mature, we show different signs of grieving. In the past, I've cried so much over certain events. However, over the last 4 months, a lot of much more stressful stuff has come up, and I've yet to really cry about it.
Hugs to you, I hope you can find an outlet for your feelings if tears are not coming at your call. Sometimes when I write in my journal, that starts the release of pent up feelings that are finally getting out.
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Calling from deep in the heart, from where the eyes can't see and the ears can't hear, from where the mountain trails end and only love can go... ~~~ Three Rivers Hare Krishna
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