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This is how it is for me: I go through all the motions (wake up, school, work, sleep) with a little variation from time to time. Most of the itme, I don't "feel" anything. I'm not really happy or really angry. I'm just there.
So when something bad happens to me, it forces me to have feelings (anger and frustration).
I'm sure people will disagree with me, but after a long time of feeling "nothing," some feelings, even if they are bad sometimes, are better than no feelings.
Of course, I'd rather have something good happen and cause me to have happy feelings, but it seems like more bad things happen then good things.
I don't know, I guess I take what I can get.
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