Well people, tonight we tried it again, and
BINGO
You dont know how excited we were tonight, totally spun me out... and I think I permanently stained the the cement in our back yard... but I dont care! Coooooool.
Thanks for all the advice it really helped me through it all big time, and made me feel like i wasnt just a freak.
I think why tonight was different mainly, was just because she laid back and let me control everything. I needed a bit more pace i think at the end to get me over the edge.
Cheers guys and gals.
PS. I dont think i'll be spankin the monkey for quite some time now, its evil, evil i tell ya!!!
