Oh... p.s., she won't speak to me AT ALL... even though as much as I have tried.
I had bought her early xmas presents.. like $500 worth of stuff (I hid em at a mates place cos i knew i woulda given em to her).. I ended up standing in town and handing em out to random people... damn that felt good.
And I did all that because a friend of hers on the internet said to a mate of mine that me talking to her etc "was all a plan to get her back, I was planting seeds.." a big load of shit, really.. I understood that things didn't work out and all that, but just friends would of worked..
She won't speak to me, I am immature, really bad, pathetic, a liar, not worth her time.. she laughs whenver she thinks about the things I said to her the things I was going to buy or do etc..
That shit hurts, she basically made me feel like nothing telling me that he is "twice the man I am"... if he's twice the man I am, why is he going out with a girl 5 years younger than him? and doing shit to his friends??
PEOPLE CONFUSE ME SO BADLY AND SHIT ME TO TEARS!!!
I want to pull out all my hair
Last edited by Zorvox; 02-11-2004 at 06:20 AM..
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