Ok, well she came over again tonight. (and to answer yoiur questions, no i dont take any medication/drugs at all) Mind you tonight me and her finished off a bottle of white wine at a resturant..
Anyway, things got heated again tonight and ended up in the bedroom once again. 3rd time....
Well, started off fine. only takes a bit of foreplay for me to get aroused, or a bit of nipple sucking..etc
well i was at it, going fine, but once again she definitely gets more pleasure out of it than me. I guess im just so used to whacking off that her pussy just doesnt cut it
Anyway after like 15 mins of her on top - with her cuming once - im still not anywhere near cuming myself. shes saying to relax and think about how im sliding up and down inside of her..erc.
She stopped for like 10 secs, and starts to position herself for doggy position.. and in the mean time it starts getting semi limp ffs
then she tried to get it up again and the damn thing wouldnt budge. what the fark
anyway, we stop, cuddle..etc and were talking about what the hells happening. i once again tell her its not her, i've had jack shit experience, and im always worrying about whether im doing fine..etc to which she assures me im doing ok.
then she asks if theres anything i havent tried before.. to which i reply a 69.. why not.
so anyway we try that, and i must admit probably due to her motions and stuff i almost got semi close to orgasm.. but by that time she was rather tired so she stopped.
by this point im damn frustrated, pissed off,, and she can tell.
it doesnt really bother me in a way, but whats bothering me is that its bothering her - if that makes any sense!
anyway, we stop again.. talk..etc.. and then i thought fuk it this aint working, i'll just go down on her cos i havent done that to her alone yet. so i get into that, which i have done before and she loved it.
so im definitely getting her off, she bloody loves it.
its just that its not hitting the right spot with me like her.
im starting to lose hope. as much as i try to relax, and forget about it, im thinking about stuff like 'shit its been an hour and still nothing'
shes been reassuring, she said that we'll take it slower, more practice...etc but still.. ya know.. its a huge dent to my ego.
Not to mention my room smells like sex... with me having the worlds biggest case of blue balls know to man kind! its hurting to sit down now.. hehe.. but i know i must not relieve the pressure manually.. all in good time...hopefully!
i dunno what to do!!