I am so sorry to hear of what has happened.
The best thing to do is stop trying to figure out what could have been done. That won't help the situation at all.
Now, I can sound impersonal about this, but I want you to keep on going and find out what you can do right now and for the rest of your life.
Also, I really hope that you take the opportunity to find closure, or else you will never be released of this void. Do whatever needs to be done to do so- see a therapist, visit her grave, cry it out, write a letter.......just release it. And know that they are still there in spirit- with you.
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