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Originally posted by shoe
I am increasingly tired of being lonely.. and i go in deeper.
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Got it.
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I realize i have a problem here. Yes , bad thoughts have been brewing inside of me. I have spoken of suicide in the last thread also.. but i juste feel like i am alone in a crowd. How do i stay motivated? It just seems as if im in this huge void. Nothing for me now but past memories and nothing to look forward too. I thought i was emotionally stronger than this, thought that with reason and logic i could control myself but i was wrong.
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I can't say "been there, done that," 'cause I'm still there, doing that. I know how it is. OTOH, I don't think I've
ever been "in love". "In lust", sure. "In fatuated," yep.
What I'm doing about it is getting out more, not just withdrawing to my hole (apartment) on weekends and evenings. And I met someone. Where that might go, I can't say. But I find it helps.