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need some advice
Hey,
I'll be with my g/f 2 years as of tomorrow. I love her soooo much, and could not imagine my life without her.
But sometimes I wonder if it's love that's keeping me with her, or just a fear of not having her around, since I've grown so accustomed to it.
It's weird....if we get into a fight, I won't want to see her, but in my head, I hope that she calls. Another huge thing is that when Im in a bad mood, I completely ignore her. If I've had a bad day, I'll come to her house, and not be very friendly. I am not an ass to her, I'll just sit there silently.
Another issue is SEX....I find myself not wanting it as often....
I posted here a while back about my interest in other women on a sexual basis only. I said that I know I've found my soulmate, but monogamy was very hard. Most everyone agreed with me that it's a tradeoff...soulmate or instant gratification from random sex. ...well, I chose soulmate, and my problem keeps getting harder. Yes I still love, and want to marry her, but I also think about having sex with other women...no i would never cheat....I need some help..please.
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