Now just hang on a cotton picking minute.
Just because situations and feelings change does not mean that the time you spent together is "gone", or that you never really loved her.
Don't shit on your memories like that. The least you can do for her is to remember your time together fondly. To now say "I guess I really didn't ever really love you" is a total rip-off of her and of yourself. You can't go back and revise history like that, at least not without hurting her worse than necessary.
Besides, I can tell from what you wrote that you really did love her, and on some level, still do. At least enough to end things honorably.
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