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Some of it is the age. I'm assuming you are 18 or 19. Things seem very confusing at that age. With age you get a clarity of vision, and you will learn about yourself. Once you know about yourself is only when you can truly give yourself to another. My wife and I got married before I really knew myself and before she really knew herself. We got lucky a bit that our intense infatuation and love for each other blossomed and deepened and survived the changes we underwent. I've been where you have been, and it is tough. However, it seems like the best decision for your situation.
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