That would be a tough decision. Having been close to loosing my husband I know I would be glad to have known him for the time I did. The Dr's may give her a year but so often people can thwart that and live much longer. Don't go into it thinking about the future. Just know that she did care that you know so she cares about you. Don't be afraid of the hurt - just prepared - and cherish the love you two could share in the short time. I'm sure this will be a rollercoster ride but you will learn so much, and love and see so much beauty from allowing yourself to get close - even as just a friend if that be the case. Take the leap and stick around. Then go off to college when you need to knowing that you filled a needed spot for someone who needed love.
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma.
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