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Yalaynia · 01-16-2004, 01:52 PM

I m far from going to be over the 800 miles of separation between me and Tenchi069. We talk for hours and hours on the phone and computer. We have been kinda dating if you can call it since november 2002 which was the first time I had seen him since he visited me in feb 2002. (Long story on that broke up with ex spent a year trying to get myself mentally stable and not rush into another relationship so soon after breakup) Anyways the reason I say kinda dating is because of the fact that there is 800 miles between us and we have only seen each other 5 times since Feb 11th 2002 til dec 3rd 2003 tho from sept 9th til the 21st of Nov he was staying with me and then we went back to TN for Thanksgiving. I find that holidays specific dates where we have shared something special are my hard times. I break down into tears from time to time, just out of the blue, but theres nothing I can do about it really. Hes my bestfriend and soulmate. I tell him everything that I m feeling and he understands. I deal with being apart from him but by no means am I losing interest in him or do I love him any less. I worry about him like crazy because we arent together and he worries about me as well. Thing is though we love each other very much and I do know that we are going to be together soon. I have pictures , my engagment ring to hold onto, as well as a necklace that he gave me that is always close to my heart.

01-16-2004, 01:52 PM	#6 (permalink)
Yalaynia Insane Location: here but I wish I lived there	I m far from going to be over the 800 miles of separation between me and Tenchi069. We talk for hours and hours on the phone and computer. We have been kinda dating if you can call it since november 2002 which was the first time I had seen him since he visited me in feb 2002. (Long story on that broke up with ex spent a year trying to get myself mentally stable and not rush into another relationship so soon after breakup) Anyways the reason I say kinda dating is because of the fact that there is 800 miles between us and we have only seen each other 5 times since Feb 11th 2002 til dec 3rd 2003 tho from sept 9th til the 21st of Nov he was staying with me and then we went back to TN for Thanksgiving. I find that holidays specific dates where we have shared something special are my hard times. I break down into tears from time to time, just out of the blue, but theres nothing I can do about it really. Hes my bestfriend and soulmate. I tell him everything that I m feeling and he understands. I deal with being apart from him but by no means am I losing interest in him or do I love him any less. I worry about him like crazy because we arent together and he worries about me as well. Thing is though we love each other very much and I do know that we are going to be together soon. I have pictures , my engagment ring to hold onto, as well as a necklace that he gave me that is always close to my heart. __________________ I couldnt think of anything to put here , but I guess anything would do Last edited by Yalaynia; 01-16-2004 at 02:04 PM..