I wanted this girl forever... she helped tow me along for a long time. She liked that kind of attention (I found out later that she kept a list of guys that "fell in love with her" as she called it...). So, I really cared about her, and she seemed to really care about me, but I was scared about taking that step to asking her to be with me. Well, not being one for subtlety, I wrote her 10 poems and printed them out on nice cloud paper (she likes clouds) and put them in plastic cover sheets in a binder for her. Then I asked her out.
She turned me down, despite all of that.
After spending the rest of the year of trying to figure out why and forge some kind of supportive relationship (she made it sound like she couldn't be in a relationship with anyone) I gave up. When she figured that out, then next time she saw me when I was throwing out my trash in a crappy quad I was living in she ran off crying explosively.
...Regrets?
It all worked out for the best, I'm with a much better person now.
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Innominate.
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