rogue49

No, I don't expect love to complete me.
I'm a very independent man, don't NEED anyone.
I'm very comfortable doing things by myself.

At the same time, I do know how sharing your life can enhance it.
And I do desire to share my life with someone...not a NEED, but a desire.
Love is a intense passion, a hunger beyond physical
or a warmth that does not stop soothing.

I get angry because what others say and what they do, are two different things...this is frustrating.
I get sad because I know what could have been, but they aren't aware.

You can manipulate, or bully, or settle into a relationship.
But that is not my nature.

It needs to be mutual, when I say share I mean it,
they need to meet me halfway...and do it of their own desire.
Otherwise, it is not true...it is an illusion.

And although I might enjoy fantasy...I do NOT like it in my reality.
You must find that partner that wants to dance with you
to walk that path with you...to invest that time into you.

It is difficult to find someone responsible & sane that you "click" with,
and have them first trust you, and then be with you, and finally stay with you.

I know that I make it more difficult by being a "complex" man,
many ladies don't know how to deal with this.
But I'm not going to change, this is my nature.
And I'm not going to bully or manipulate, as I said before.
And I'm not going to stop giving or being honest, this is also a part of me.

I cannot compromise on this...nor would I try.
It seems that many can't handle a man who is what they ask for.
Which is VERY strange to me.

I'm just tired of the merry-go-round
I want to get off, and sit on the bench next to my love.
and watch the kids play on it instead.
You know what I'm sayin'?

Shit, I wouldn't even mind the roller-coaster,
as long as I could be in the same car sharing in the thrill for the ride.