It kinda seems like
You may be a bit intimidated by your friends experience level. You mentioned she told you about wild things she has done in the past. Maybe on a subconcious level you may be afraid that what you have to offer her might not be enough or on par with her pervious experiences. But I doubt thats the case because she keeps coming back so that alone should help you see that maybe shes lookin for something different.
If shes not making moves on you then you have to on her or if you really feel so akward about physical stuff talk to her about it. The last thing you want to do is push her away inadvertently by not showing her how you feel. its always a tricky thing to know about a womans past and date them because on some level you may not be comforatable with thins shes done(especially when you have very little experience) and on the flip side she may be worried you think poorly of her because of what shes told you in the past.
Sit her down and tell her how you feel and in time you should both be able to do your thing. if you know what i mean.
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