The whole waiting until marriage bit went out the window tonight. I'm still a little dazed. It doesn't seem real.
We were watching a movie and fooling around a bit. I started to finger her and she was really into it. After a bit, she looks at me and asks me if I want to try. I understood what she meant.
I got a condom on, looked her in the eye, and slid inside. It was amazing! It was the best damn feeling in my life! The condom sucked, but it still felt fantastic! I went for a little while and savored every moment.
Then, she asked me to stop. We had agreed that I would stop when she asked (and that I wouldn't cum inside her), but I didn't want to stop then. I asked her if we could go a little longer, and she agreed. A little later, she asked me to stop, and I did. It wasn't long, but it was the time of my life!
Of course, now for the fun part. Now she has to decide whether or not to tell her mom and get on birth control. We are both 19, and I'm sure we could get BC on our own, but she promised to talk to her mom before we did anything like that. On top of all that, we both live at home, and my parents want me to sell my van, so how are we ever going to have a chance to do anything, even if she is on birth control. She is nervous about being caught and all, so she wasn't all the way into it tonight.
We're both very confused...
Cliff's Notes:
1. We had sex.
2. It was good, but she was nervous.
3. Need to talk to parents for birth control.
4. Profit? We're still not sure...