We're in the same boat. The last christmas i spent without a girlfriend was '98 (had one in '99)... four years I had it... and now i'm facing it alone for the first time since i've started having girlfriends. I don't know quite how to handle it, although I still talk with her almost every day. I just don't know what I want.
Holidays in general, but christmas even more so, have always been very special to me, and very close to my heart. For me, being with my girl at christmas time has been very meaningful, even when we were long-distance... I still knew she was there. It's starting to weigh heavy on me, but I think if we just sit back and realize that we should be thankful we're alive and for the basic things we have, we'll all be just fine.
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