| This is my first holiday being single in at leat 5 years, its not easy at all.  I was doing ok being single until it got closer.  The guy i've been seeing lately, I kinda asked to be a bf the other day, but gave me a weird answer, so I've just dropped it.  I'm the one that said I didn't want a relatioship, and I needed to just sit back and see that i am only asking for more cause of the holiday and it being depressing.  Spend more time with your family and keep yourself busy the best you can. |