From my perspective, you are on track. You recognize, from example, what you definitely don't want in life. This is good for a young lady of your age! Hang in there and as usual, raeanna and cheerios gave good advice. Mine is to try to find someone you're compatible with to have as a roommate. Move into a dorm and concentrate on your studies - if you're worried about dorm life, don't because working two jobs, you'll never be around! You'll get better grades, be less stressed and more focused on your future. Many schools are interested in encouraging students to live on campus by providing some types of financial incentives. Look into that and also into any grant possibilities. There are many out there and a school counselor might be able to help you explore some options.
Good luck! Hang on by your fingernails because once you finish college, your degree will help open some doors for you and you can live your life the way you want to. I'm rooting for you!
