Leaving College
Tomorrow, I submit my last two projects of my undergraduate career and leave the dorm and campus that has been my home for 4.5 years. I'll be moving home to a loving family.
The thing is, in this time that I understand is supposed to be joyous and exciting, I'm scared and depressed. I'm leaving behind a fraternity of friends and my _home_ to go somewhere where I don't _know_ any other 22 year olds. I grew up in Richmond (Virginia), my hometown, but the thoughts of leaving Macon (Georgia) are almost unbearable. My mother has told me to go to the bookstore tomorrow and buy a framed picture of the campus and anything else I want, but truth be told, that just makes me feel worse.
Its more than a social thing though, and its hard to put to words the genuine sadness and anxiety I feel in leaving this institution. This is neither fun nor exciting.
I don't want to leave my friends and home at all. This sucks.
Any words of encouragement? Generalized advice from those that have been there?
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