alright, an update you asked for and an update you'll get.
i am still with my boyfriend, and happy with that. we have been talking about compromises, and how to deal with my possible need for multiple relationships, whether physical or emotional, i'm still not so sure. we have been trying to figure out how these things are possible without making him feel either lonely or inadequate. i guess we're just trying to figure out where we are going for the future.
as for friend, he has decided that the only way he can be happy is to be out of love with me. his attempt to get out of love with me is not to see me. so we speak online plenty, but being deprived of each other's presence sucks hard.
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