Shadowman

So, another thread from me about my misforgivings with women, or, should I say girls, because they certainly don't act like mature women. So I go to a party last nite, and theres a girl there I like, we're pretty huggy and friendly. Im sitting on the couch, with her sitting next to me, legs over my lap. She gets up to go get another drink and talk to some friends, and another girl that I don't know that well, sits next to me. We're talking for a bit, and she gets very friendly. She puts her head on my shoulders, and just lies there. After a while, she grabs my hand, puts it into her lap, and is holding my hands and caressing them with her fingers. Now, I haven't had this much affection for months, and having affection makes me go all stupid, but I controlled myself. Im not the kind of person to just 'lay' a girl for the sake of it, I thought something was actually developing here. Anyway, this girls holding me, stroking my hand and arm, putting my hand on her breast, and Im lapping it up, thinking 'Wow, somethings happening' and I was honestly, so happy at that moment. Then I had to go, my mate wanted to leave, that was all good. So I said to her, can I get your number and I'll give you a call. Then the bomb hit, she replies 'Uhm, no because Im sort of seeing someone'. My heart sank to my feet. This would all be OK if it was a friend, but this was someone I'd never really talked to, and she came onto me fairly strong (in my opinion). I got home, and was very peeved off (actually, to be honest, I cried...I was sick of being rejected, hurt all the time, bah...everyone knows the rest). So I chose the wrong girl. Who knows if anything would've eventuated with the first girl, but Im sure I wouldn't have been hurt by her. Why do girls do this, she didn't know me well, but insisted on getting close with me, then rejecting me like that? I don't get it, why do you girls play with our minds like that?

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Shadowman