Well, I started a thread called "More weird shit" or something like that, I posted some more news there, but noone seems to be replying anymore.. so ..
My EX gf has been spending time with my mate, she is staying at his place Wednesday/Thursday - and on thursday at 3PM is getting an abortion.. On sunday night she rang my mate (who she's staying with) and told him/us that she was pregnant.. and I spoke to her for about 1 minute she said "I'm not keeping it, so it doesn't concern you" how the fuck doesn't it concren me? And after she get's it all done, I'm seeing her about 2 hours later... she has agreed to see me in person, as I need to get some things off my chest.. she also said "When you see me, I won't be pregnant" all that sort of shit, just cuts so deep...
As much as I want to tell her to get fucked and that she is a dog (half of me wants to) The other half just wants to comfort her, because obviously she is going to be feeling like crap, vulnrable etc..
I so don't know what to do, do I be selfish and tell her to get fucked after all the shit she's done to me, or do I just be there for her? I really want to just be her friend and stuff, but I don't think that is going to happen.... but the main thing, is that she has just continued to be selfish, lie to me and continue to rip my heart into little pieces, and not seem to care.. now she is telling me that I don't even get to see her before she goes or anything..
I so don't know what to do
