I flew to England to be with her for a couple of weeks, and I thought we were going to start discussing details on how I could move there permanantly. She was a right bitch to me as soon as I got there, and by the end of the first week she told me she was not in love with me. I really did not see it coming.
I really love this womon, and it's hard letting her go. She and I met in an online lesbian chat room, and we've been talking to one another for months. We spent nearly two weeks together this past summer, and I really thought she was "the one" and I know that even now she still loves me, as I do her. The physical distance between us got in the way.....but also our different lifestyles. She is much more "middle-of-the-road", while Im a total "aging hippie" dyke. Anyway........I love her very much.....and I probably always will.