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Alright Mikado!!! First let me say, I know what your going through...everything is a drag...you don't want to bring other people down by being around them. Think about what you really want. There has got to be something! Go for it. You've got to make yourself get up and go. Take it one step at a time. Start by not reading the newspaper, stop watching TV, go outside, go for a walk...breath some fresh air man! DO NOT GO TO THE DOCTOR FOR DRUGS!!! That's a cop out! You don't need them! You can change everything, just start small. Baby steps as they say. Don't dwell on trivial shit...if your late for work...don't sweat it, you work with your father right? Talk to him if you can, tell him what's up. If he is at all understanding, he'll be leniant. Don't worry about paying bills exactly on time! What do you think grace periods are for?! It sounds like your overwhelmed...try slacking with pride....if that makes any sense. Take it easy you know. You can get out of it, you don't have some crazy terminal disease, the cure is not that far away. Find ONE THING you like and just go nuts with it...that'll give you something to wake up to....I'm giving you things to think about off the top of my head, but I think some of it could be useful. Keep us updated, and keep your head up !
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