erm, can you be a bit more specific?
what precedes your 'symptoms' and what ARE your symptoms?
and then, we can dig deeper...
your relationship with your 'Lover' in a nutshell please?
good/bad/duration/commitment level/etc...
and of course, one must consider your personal history...
good/bad childhood/any psychological/psychiatrical history/etc...
sorry for the direct questions, but it's the only way you will get a helpful answer
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