I can't say why she left you. It could be because you were fighting. Maybe it was becuase you don't see each other. Or maybe she really just got over you. You can always try talking to her later down the line and still see if she'd like to be friends. Some people are going to say it won't work but it can, if you still do love her you can atleast give her your friendship.. if she'll take it. Maybe you'll get her back maybe you won't. It was long distance and those always suck. I've thought about something like this for a while, I for example am in love with someone very much, but we live far away, it's hard to keep it together, but we manage barely, sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it? Then I think about her and it is. Sorry if that makes you feel worse but the distance apart and the new things she is experiencing may be the cause of your relationship's downfall.
Go out with some friends and have a good time.. Maybe meet a new girl and have some fun.. you might find something different you like in a new woman. You've been dating her since you were 17, so that can state you've either been with only her, or maybe the farthest with her. Maybe it's time to taste other wine?
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