well what im doing.. is the things that i couldnt do while i was with her.. hang with the guys... go shooting.. enjoy my new truck.. look and talk with other women.. without the reservation of thinking... this isnt right...
im only 20...
im going back to school.. and i have a whole life ahead of me.. sure it hurts sometimes.. and i wish i was back in her arms... but now.. we talk almost everyday.. and its just like... ok.. i dont get the feelings back.. its like now i understand her! wow.. i said it..
im feeling better day by day..
and like i said... i do miss her... she was my life for 3 years.. but you cant frown on it forever life goes on.. and you must go with it..
i can actually smile now.. wow.. what a difference time makes.