Sigh. Well, after waiting all week to see this girl who I still can't stop thinking about, I tried calling her earlier today to see if she wanted to go see a movie, but to no avail. I was pretty sure she said that she was working the 11-7 shift tonight, so I walked about 40 minutes to her dorm (she works at the front desk), hoping to surprise her and be able to talk to her, only to find her not there. Gave her a call, she was just coming back from a football game and had to work at 3, and tomorrow she's got crew practice all day and is then going to the Halloween party at OU, and she didnt know what she was doing on Sunday. So now I have to wait until at LEAST Sunday to "maybe" be able to see her.
Sorry for the rant, but I haven't been able to stop thinking about this girl since the moment I laid eyes on her, to the point where I can barely sleep and can't focus on anything else during the day. And instead of going out and partying with my roomates, I blew that by trying to walk over and surprise her. I've been trying to not call her more than once a day if that, so I dont seem desperate, but now I can't help but feel that she's already sick of me or was really turned off by me and is blowing me off. If I could physically do it, I'd try not to waste my time, but I've never met someone who I actually got butterflies in my stomach before calling or walking to meet them, or who I couldn't stop thinking about 24/7. There's just something about this girl that is driving me absolutely nuts, and I just dont have any idea what to do any more
