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WhoaitsZ · 10-31-2003, 11:17 AM

It takes a real lot for a person in real life to truly piss me off. I'm one of those 'long fuse, big boom' guys like my father.

Today I had something right off the bat that simply upset me. Pissed me off, made me feel very worthless, got me down, made me sad, and the woman who tripped the trigger is very lucky I did not hurt her in a very real way. Alas I remembered that most people are absolute idiots at their peak of intelligence, so I told her firmly to not call me a liar. I am in a great mood right now, yet this statement really hurt and I am glad it didn't trigger a narcoleptic attack (which happens due to extreme emotions).

As you probably know I have Spinal Muscular Atrophy. my nerves and muscles don't communicate well at all. i rely 100% on my posture to do things.

One thing I despise is writing by hand for two reasons. One, it's always sucked not only due to disease but due to me hurrying also. My mind is always too quick for the pen, so to speak. The other reason I hate it is if I can't get into a perfect position I cann't hold the pen properly.

This morning I decided I would sign my aide's (who won't be coming back for many reason) notes so she would not have to waste her time and gas money to come back. In other words, I selfishly did her a big favor.

When I went to sign note #3 my right hand decided to be a complete bitch. I tried for like two to three minutes adjusting to write it when the stupid bitch told me "Now I know you can sign a paper."

Red. all i could see was red. but i managed to keep myself above her level and simply told her firmly "do not call me a liar". in my opinion it is what she did.

Here i am defying gravity and a 24 year old disease to do a favor and she accuses me of just not doing it.

what the fuck???

I am veeeeeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyyy use to stupid people, especially concerning disability. I am not use to such blatant rudeness, especially from someone i've worked with for a year.

stupid bitch.

has anyone else had downright hurtful insults or accusations like this? what did you do?

I am proud of myself for showing restraint. god i wanted to knock her shitless.

10-31-2003, 11:17 AM	#1 (permalink)
WhoaitsZ Crazy Location: right behind you...	... anyone else get this kind of shit? It takes a real lot for a person in real life to truly piss me off. I'm one of those 'long fuse, big boom' guys like my father. Today I had something right off the bat that simply upset me. Pissed me off, made me feel very worthless, got me down, made me sad, and the woman who tripped the trigger is very lucky I did not hurt her in a very real way. Alas I remembered that most people are absolute idiots at their peak of intelligence, so I told her firmly to not call me a liar. I am in a great mood right now, yet this statement really hurt and I am glad it didn't trigger a narcoleptic attack (which happens due to extreme emotions). As you probably know I have Spinal Muscular Atrophy. my nerves and muscles don't communicate well at all. i rely 100% on my posture to do things. One thing I despise is writing by hand for two reasons. One, it's always sucked not only due to disease but due to me hurrying also. My mind is always too quick for the pen, so to speak. The other reason I hate it is if I can't get into a perfect position I cann't hold the pen properly. This morning I decided I would sign my aide's (who won't be coming back for many reason) notes so she would not have to waste her time and gas money to come back. In other words, I selfishly did her a big favor. When I went to sign note #3 my right hand decided to be a complete bitch. I tried for like two to three minutes adjusting to write it when the stupid bitch told me "Now I know you can sign a paper." Red. all i could see was red. but i managed to keep myself above her level and simply told her firmly "do not call me a liar". in my opinion it is what she did. Here i am defying gravity and a 24 year old disease to do a favor and she accuses me of just not doing it. what the fuck??? I am veeeeeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyyy use to stupid people, especially concerning disability. I am not use to such blatant rudeness, especially from someone i've worked with for a year. stupid bitch. has anyone else had downright hurtful insults or accusations like this? what did you do? I am proud of myself for showing restraint. god i wanted to knock her shitless.