anleja

I actually have been experiencing very life-like dreams lately, almost disturbingly real. I'll wake up and it'll take a while for me to be sure that I'm not dreaming anymore. I wish these were lucid dreams, but in lucid dreams you are aware you are dreaming. However, I'll lately be having dreams which could not possibly happen in the real world, but to me when I have them they are nothing but real. I've been thinking of dreams alot lately, partly because I used to forget the vast majority of my dreams, but for the past couple weeks I've been remembering almost everything. It feels like my insides are opening up to me, but instead of being revealing as I wish they'd be, they are only serving to confuse the hell out of me. To sum up what I'm saying, lately I feel as if I'm in a waking dream. I wish I could explain this, its been a large part of my thinking lately.

I don't even do drugs...

"Perception is reality." Sounds right. But maybe reality is the state of being which keeps you physically alive... like, you can eat in a dream, but is not real because your physical body isn't getting nourished.

Wow, I think I'm kinda tired, I hope I'm not rambling too much for all of you...

"Occam's razor anyone?" I don't understand that reference, I think I'll Google it!