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Update, for those who care. I told her that I have started to like her in a more than friends sort of way and asked her what she thought. She tells me that she likes hanging out with me, fun, etc. but she'd like to keep it that way. She gave some really good reasons and was pretty nice about it all. One reason, she lives too far and can't devote enough time to me. Now I was thinking, "I don't think I'd mind", but I didn't say it because my subconscious rational ego tells me I'm lying to myself. So that's a pretty good reason. Reason two, she has things that she needs to clear up, her life is still bungled up right now. Okay, that's a good reason too. I only hope that she wasn't lying to dull the edge of unrequited affection. Let's see, I had other stuff I wanted to say. What did I learn from this experience? My life is not over because of this. Don't give so much thought to any one person. I plan on still remaining friends though. I'm not sure how that will turn out but I really do value our friendship that I cannot just toss it because my feelings are not returned. Yes, I feel like shit right now, but time heals all wounds, right? Right??? I guess I hijacked my own thread. Oh well. Thanks for reading this.
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