First off, I agree with all that you should definitely seek someone to talk too, personally I think a counselor is best.
I remember feeling the way you describe very often when I was in school. I look back on those days now and wonder how I could have been feeling that bad. I listen to some music tapes that I created back then (yes, cassette tapes, I'm old) and think, wow, I must have been suicidal. I guess my point is, once you are free of the pressure that college life can bring whether it is intense work load, athletics, not meeting any quality friends, or all of the above...life gets better when you are done with school. A lot better.
Hang in there, talk to someone, work it out and get through. Find something you enjoy doing, andything that makes you happy and make a daily event. Even if you can't see it right now, there is a light out there at the end of the tunnel.
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