slant eyes

i had a lover who was my best friend. she changed lots. i was supportive, but she constantly used me for some emotional backup. when we're hanging out, she'd sit on my lap, put my arm around her waist, and kiss me open mouth. all in front of her family so i can't throw her off of me.

personal point being, i was supportive, only to get stepped on more and walked on more. i can't say this for all people, but you should give her the benefit of the doubt and remain supportive for a bit. if she ends up abusing this, then hightail outta there my friend. i haven't been able to yet, and it still hurts like hell.

she's changed so much, she sees it, but she refuses to change it. she calls me telling me how unhappy she is with her new life, yet she uses me and my feelings.

friends are hard to come by. so give this one a chance. but you must also realize that it's a two-way deal. if she don't realize that a good friend, such as yourself, are hard to come by and cherish it, maybe she wasn't that good of a friend to start with.

i hope to god that my friend comes back, but so far (year and a half), the path to such a destination remains clouded. my best wishes are with you.

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