long time lurker here
heh, never told anyone this.....and wanted to see what ya'll think.
there's a girl next door, half asian/half white. senior in HS, so she's probably 18 years old. thin, but she's got a nice, perky rack and great ass. really damn fine. she's going to be absolutely smoking when she's in her twenties. known her since she was a kid, so i kind of wrong thinking about her sexually. i'm in my upper twenties.
this past summer she walked around often in short shorts and those shirts with spaghetti straps. i'd make small talk and flirt a little, but afterwards i'd laugh and keep thinking, "dude, she's a kid" and feel like a perv.
anyways, once she was outside drying her car, hair was kind of wet, she was bending over, gyrating alot, etc

......i would have normally said hi, but watching her gave huge woody and was wearing basketball shorts

i went inside and had to relieve myself. i was going about my business while fantasizing about her. while i was masturbating, i realized that my window sort of faced a window in her home and she was in the room, walking around. for some strange reason, instead of feeling embarassed, it turned me on even more. i figured, the hell with it, so i just kept going. i watched her walk back and forth and i swear it looked like she glanced in my direction. well, i finished and then thought about what i had done. in retrospect, i'm a little embarassed, but at the same time, it was such a turn on to think that she could have been watching me.
so, does this make me an exhibitionist or just a plain 'ole perv?
