riptide4070

I don't hear from or see my best friend as much anymore. She has changed a lot since she started going to a university.

I'm at the same university now. You'd think it would be easier for us to hang out now but it isn't. I won't go through the whole story because it's so long and there are many things I'd have to say.

Basically.....I miss my friend. I have so many memories of the great times we had. We used to date for awhile but aren't anymore. It is hard for us to be friends at times. I don't care though, I just want my friend back.

I don't like the ways in which she has changed and she doesn't seem to notice the changes. She's happy though and doesn't need anyone to watch over her.

Will she ever be the old friend I had back home again? Will I have to wait several years for her to figure out who she is and what she is doing with her life? How can I be supportive and show her how much I care when we clash so much now? Have I lost my best friend totally without a chance of getting her back again?

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