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Harshaw · 10-08-2003, 08:29 AM

My girlfriend has been gone in Califonia for over a month now, she finally was on ICQ today and we talked about the weather for a while and I finally asked her when she is coming home. She doesn't know, we started fighting, I tried to tell her that I didn't want to talk to her anymore and as soon as I hit enter, I took it back. I tried again, took it back. As bad as this fight is, I don't think it is over between us unless I want it to be. She told me she likes me, but doesn't need me. Why am I still in this relationship? I'm a rational human, every fiber of my body should be telling me to abandon ship. Why am I planning a short notice trip to Califonia?

Is the fact that I am willing to pull out almost any stop some sign that I think she is the one? Is that what oneness is? Am I talking in bullshit?

I was the one who broke up with her, why does it hurt so damn bad?

10-08-2003, 08:29 AM	#1 (permalink)
Harshaw Is mad at you. Location: Bored in Sacramento	Why can't I cut her out of my life? My girlfriend has been gone in Califonia for over a month now, she finally was on ICQ today and we talked about the weather for a while and I finally asked her when she is coming home. She doesn't know, we started fighting, I tried to tell her that I didn't want to talk to her anymore and as soon as I hit enter, I took it back. I tried again, took it back. As bad as this fight is, I don't think it is over between us unless I want it to be. She told me she likes me, but doesn't need me. Why am I still in this relationship? I'm a rational human, every fiber of my body should be telling me to abandon ship. Why am I planning a short notice trip to Califonia? Is the fact that I am willing to pull out almost any stop some sign that I think she is the one? Is that what oneness is? Am I talking in bullshit? I was the one who broke up with her, why does it hurt so damn bad? __________________ This too shall pass.