Well more than a friend, at least thats how I see her...I am mostly funny, more than I should, I have learned to keep things inside me, but that was a depression support forum where we met so she knows. Generaly though I am not depressed, and there is not way I can be depressed if I am with her, its just that, I am a bit afraid! I talk to her about it, I told her that I am afraid i might fuck up, and she said she is afraid she might do the same...I guess we are both a bit anxious about this.
Anyway, thanks a lot for your replies, take care people!