I guess its just me...
I met a girl in a forum, I started to think about her, not sexually, just being with her, hugging each other etc. I really needed someone so I would talk to her...I guess this sounds a bit freaky, I don’t know if I am a psycho, and to be honest, I don’t care. Anyway, I was shocked, in a positive way, when we talked to each other about our feelings, she likes me, and I really, really like her. Unfortunately she lives in another country, I want to meet her badly, and she wants to meet me too, but I have these negative thoughts, like, I think of me going there, to find out she doesn’t really like me at all...I don’t know, I am just very afraid that something bad might happen there.
I don’t know....what to do, I mean, should I tell her this? Like, that I am worried about it? I don’t know....I really don’t know what to do...She keeps me here, alive I mean....
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