I met a girl three years ago and fell for her instantly, we hit a few bumps along the road and things never worked out, we're still friends but I've always wanted more, as time goes on and we become better friends I want her more. I think the main problem with me is that I'm not close to any of my friends other than her. I don't think about them as being all that close, they're mostly just people I can spend time with and bullshit and have a good time with, but none of them are a really close connection. So she's always held in a special place, completely ahead of everybody else and is always something "more" to me.
But I do have two other female friends, and I never think about them as anything more. But thats only because I'm completely head over heels for this other girl and hardly even see other women.
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