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As an update for all...
I still do it. Now in month 7.
The complication is the amniotic sac is leaking. She is bed-ridden and any serious movement (i.e. thrusting) can deteriorate the situation.
Nothing can be allowed to penetrate without sterlization, because the tear in the sac allows the possibility of infection...
The leaking sac (and other pregnancy discharge) makes eating out or even clit-stimulation a disgusting thing.
She doesn't like oral sex anyway because she thinks it's gross.
I've had about 5 blowjobs (she only wants to go for max of 30 seconds) in three years. Granted thats better than none.
She doesn't enjoy her nipples being kissed/sucked on/played with... especially now.
All I can is kiss her neck/chest/breats.
At least I get breast kisses.
I still whack off in private to porn stored in hidden files. If I go longer than several days without doing the deed,
I get frustrated, irritable, annoyed, and annoying.
I have to do it, hell I enjoy it.
But I miss being able to wallow in it.
I used to sit there and watch a good length of porn before even beginning. Then I'd begin slowly, speed up, and finally (a WHILE later) climax.
Now, it's rush job. The necessity of having to do it comes without the luxury of doing it. I have to whack of as quickly as I can.
Granted, I am fulfilled and feel relaxed and so forth, but the quality of it sucks.
Oh well, three months till he's born, and two months after that.
tick, tock
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